"All this time you continued to absorb an agent which directly acts
for what by a paradox may be called fatal conservation of the
tissues. Whether through its complexly combined nitrogen, carbon, or
both, the drug has interposed itself between your very personal
substance and those oxidations by which alone its life can be
maintained. It has slowed the fires of your whole system. It has not
only interposed but in part it has substituted itself; so that along
with much effete matter of the body stored away there always exists a
certain undecomposed quantity of the agent which sustains this morbid
conservation. [Footnote: I frequently use what hydropaths call "a
pack" to relieve opium distress, and with great benefit. After an hour
and a half of perspiration, the patient being taken out of his
swaddlings, I have found in the water which was used to wash out his
sheet enough opium to have intoxicated a fresh subject. This patient
had not used opium for a fortnight.]
"When this combination became established, you began losing your
appetite because no substitution of fresh matter was required by your
body for tissue wrongly conserved. The progressive derangement of
your liver manifested itself in increased sallowness of face and
cornea; the organ was working on an inadequate vital supply because
the organic nervous system was becoming paralyzed; the veins were not
strained of that which is the bowels' proper purgative and the blood's
dire poison. You had sealed up all but a single excretory passage--the
pores of the skin. Perhaps when you had opium first given you you were
told that its intent was the promotion of perspiration but did not
know the _rationale._ The only way in which opium promotes
perspiration is by shutting up all the other excretory processes of
the body, and throwing the entire labor of that function upon the
pores. (When the skin gives out the opium-eater is shut up like an
entirely choked chimney, and often dies in delirium of blood-
poisoning.)
"For a while--the first six years, perhaps--your skin sustained the
work which should have been shared by the other organs--not in natural
sweat, but violent perspiration, which showed the excess of its
action. Then your palms became gradually hornier--your whole body
yellower--at the same time that your muscular system grew tremulous
through progressively failing nervous supply.
"About this time you may have had some temporary gastric disturbance,
accompanied with indescribable distress, loathing at food, and
nausea. This indicated that the mucous lining of the stomach had been
partially removed by the corrosions of the drug, or that nervous power
had suddenly come to a stand-still, which demanded an increase of
stimulus.
"Since that time you have been taking your daily dose only to preserve
the _status in quo_. The condition both of your nervous system
and your stomach indicate that you must always take some anodyne to
avoid torture, and _your_ only anodyne is opium.
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