London (England) -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
There was a man standing behind my cousin whom I knew not: nor did I
understand by what right he stood among us at all: a tall thin figure
somewhat bowed with years: a lean and wrinkled face: his appearance
filled me with distrust at the outset--let no one deny that first
thoughts are best thoughts. He stooped and whispered something to my
cousin--whose face seemed to show trouble of some kind, but not grief.
Matthew started, and looked at me with astonishment.
I stepped forward, drawing Alice with me. 'Uncle Paul,' I said, 'I take
my place as my father's chief mourner.'
My cousin glared at me, as if threatening to dispute the point, but he
gave way and retired to my left hand. Thus, Alice beside me, my Uncle
Paul at my right, and Matthew at my left, I waited the arrival of the
funeral guests.
Meantime, the ladies moaned and wailed. Outside, the women-servants on
the stairs lifted up their lamentation. The crying of the women at a
funeral hath in it little reality of grief: yet it penetrates to the
soul of those who hear it. As each new guest arrived, the wail was
raised anew: the louder in proportion to the rank of the arrival, in so
much that when the Lord Mayor himself walked up the stairs the lament
became a shriek.
The undertaker whispered in my ear that all were present.
I looked about me. 'Twas not in human nature to avoid a sense of honour
and glory in looking upon so honourable a company. They proclaimed by
their presence the respect with which they regarded my father. Here,
beside our cousins, were the Lord Mayor and Aldermen, the Sheriffs, the
Town Clerk, the Recorder, the Common Sergeant, the Remembrancer, the
Dean of St. Paul's, the Master and Wardens of his Company and many of
the greatest merchants on Change. They were there to do honour to my
father's memory, and I was there to receive them, as my father's son,
despite the respect in which I had failed.
It was not a time, however, for regrets.
I lifted the great cup, I say, and looked around. The wailing ceased.
All eyes were turned to me as I drank from the cup--it was hypocras, a
drink much loved at City feasts. Then I handed it to Alice, who drank
and gave it back to me. Then to my uncle the Alderman, after whom it
went round. Down below, in the hall, there was the solemn drinking of
wine. We drank thus to the memory of the dead: in old times, I am
assured, the mourners drank to the repose of the soul just gone out of
the body. For memory or for repose, it is an old custom which one would
not willingly neglect.
After the ceremony the ladies began once more their wailing and
groaning. They make too much of this custom. It is not in reason that
girls like my cousins Amelia and Sophia should be so torn and lacerated
by grief as their wails betokened. Indeed, I saw them after the funeral
talking and laughing as they went away.
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