The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
General
The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Know you those wand-like touches of I know not what, before which
our grosser being melts, and we, much as we hope to be in the
Awaking, stand etherealized, trembling with new joy? They come but
rarely; rarely even in love, when we fondly think them revelations.
Mere sensations they are, doubtless: and we rank for them no higher
in the spiritual scale than so many translucent glorious _polypi_
that quiver on the shores, the hues of heaven running through them.
Yet in the harvest of our days it is something for the animal to
have had such mere fleshly polypian experiences to look back upon,
and they give him an horizon--pale seas of luring splendour. One who
has had them (when they do not bound him) may find the Isles of
Bliss sooner than another. Sensual faith in the upper glories is
something. "Let us remember," says THE PILGRIM'S SCRIP, "that
Nature, though heathenish, reaches at her best to the footstool of
the Highest. She is not all dust, but a living portion of the
spheres. In aspiration it is our error to despise her, forgetting
that through Nature only can we _ascend_. Cherished, trained, and
purified, she is then partly worthy the divine mate who is to make
her wholly so. St. Simeon saw the Hog in Nature, and took Nature for
the Hog."
It was one of these strange bodily exaltations which thrilled the
young man, he knew not how it was, for sadness and his forebodings
vanished. The soft wand touched him. At that moment, had Sir Austin
spoken openly, Richard might have fallen upon his heart. He could
not. He chose to feel injured on the common ground of fathers, and
to pursue his System by plotting. Lady Blandish had revived his
jealousy of the creature who menaced it, and jealousy of a System is
unreflecting and vindictive as jealousy of woman.
Heath-roots and pines breathed sharp in the cool autumn evening
about the Bellingham station. Richard stood a moment as he stepped
from the train, and drew the country air into his lungs with large
heaves of the chest. Leaving his father to the felicitations of the
station-master, he went into the Lobourne road to look for his
faithful Tom, who had received private orders through Berry to be in
attendance with his young master's mare, Cassandra, and was lurking
in a plantation of firs unenclosed on the borders of the road, where
Richard, knowing his retainer's zest for conspiracy too well to seek
him anywhere but in the part most favoured with shelter and
concealment, found him furtively whiffing tobacco.
"What news, Tom? Is there an illness?"
Tom sent his undress cap on one side to scratch at dilemma, an old
agricultural habit to which he was still a slave in moments of
abstract thought or sudden difficulty.
"No, I don't want the rake, Mr. Richard," he whinnied with a false
grin, as he beheld his master's eye vacantly following the action.
"Speak out!" he was commanded. "I haven't had a letter for a week!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account