The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
"But her face was white?"
"White as a sheet."
Richard paused to discover whether his instinct had caught a new
view from these facts. He was in a cage, always knocking against the
same bars, fly as he might. Her tears were the stars in his black
night. He clung to them as golden orbs. Inexplicable as they were,
they were at least pledges of love.
The hues of sunset had left the West. No light was there but the
steadfast pale eye of twilight. Thither he was drawn. He mounted
Cassandra, saying: "Tell them something, Tom. I shan't be home to
dinner," and rode off toward the forsaken home of light over
Belthorpe, wherein he saw the wan hand of his Lucy, waving farewell,
receding as he advanced. His jewel was stolen,--he must gaze upon
the empty box.
CHAPTER XXIII
CRISIS IN THE APPLE-DISEASE
Night had come on as Richard entered the old elm-shaded,
grass-bordered lane leading down from Raynham to Belthorpe. The pale
eye of twilight was shut. The wind had tossed up the bank of Western
cloud, which was now flying broad and unlighted across the sky,
broad and balmy--the charioted South-west at full charge behind his
panting coursers. As he neared the farm his heart fluttered and
leapt up. He was sure she must be there. She must have returned. Why
should she have left for good without writing? He caught suspicion
by the throat, making it voiceless, if it lived: he silenced reason.
Her not writing was now a proof that she had returned. He listened
to nothing but his imperious passion, and murmured sweet words for
her, as if she were by: tender cherishing epithets of love in the
nest. She was there--she moved somewhere about like a silver flame
in the dear old house, doing her sweet household duties. His blood
began to sing: O happy those within, to see her, and be about her!
By some extraordinary process he contrived to cast a sort of glory
round the burly person of Farmer Blaize himself. And oh! to have
companionship with a seraph one must know a seraph's bliss, and was
not young Tom to be envied? The smell of late clematis brought on
the wind enwrapped him, and went to his brain, and threw a light
over the old red-brick house, for he remembered where it grew, and
the winter rose-tree, and the jessamine, and the passion-flower: the
garden in front with the standard roses tended by her hands; the
long wall to the left striped by the branches of the cherry, the
peep of a further green garden through the wall, and then the
orchard, and the fields beyond--the happy circle of her dwelling! it
flashed before his eyes while he looked on the darkness. And yet it
was the reverse of hope which kindled this light and inspired the
momentary calm he experienced: it was despair exaggerating delusion,
wilfully building up on a groundless basis. "For the tenacity of
true passion is terrible," says THE PILGRIM'S SCRIP: "it will stand
against the hosts of heaven, God's great array of Facts, rather than
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