The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
All at once an alarming delicious shudder went through her frame. From
him to her it coursed, and back from her to him. Forward and back
love’s electric messenger rushed from heart to heart, knocking at each,
till it surged tumultuously against the bars of its prison, crying out
for its mate. They stood trembling in unison, a lovely couple under
these fair heavens of the morning.
When he could get his voice it said, “Will you go?”
But she had none to reply with, and could only mutely bend upward her
gentle wrist.
“Then, farewell!” he said, and, dropping his lips to the soft fair
hand, kissed it, and hung his head, swinging away from her, ready for
death.
Strange, that now she was released she should linger by him. Strange,
that his audacity, instead of the executioner, brought blushes and
timid tenderness to his side, and the sweet words, “You are not angry
with me?”
“With you, O Beloved!” cried his soul. “And you forgive me, fair
charity!”
“I think it was rude of me to go without thanking you again,” she said,
and again proffered her hand.
The sweet heaven-bird shivered out his song above him. The gracious
glory of heaven fell upon his soul. He touched her hand, not moving his
eyes from her, nor speaking, and she, with a soft word of farewell,
passed across the stile, and up the pathway through the dewy shades of
the copse, and out of the arch of the light, away from his eyes.
And away with her went the wild enchantment. He looked on barren air.
But it was no more the world of yesterday. The marvellous splendours
had sown seeds in him, ready to spring up and bloom at her gaze; and in
his bosom now the vivid conjuration of her tones, her face, her shape,
makes them leap and illumine him like fitful summer lightnings—ghosts
of the vanished sun.
There was nothing to tell him that he had been making love and
declaring it with extraordinary rapidity; nor did he know it. Soft
flushed cheeks! sweet mouth! strange sweet brows! eyes of softest fire!
how could his ripe eyes behold you, and not plead to keep you? Nay, how
could he let you go? And he seriously asked himself that question.
To-morrow this place will have a memory—the river and the meadow, and
the white falling weir: his heart will build a temple here; and the
skylark will be its high-priest, and the old blackbird its
glossy-gowned chorister, and there will be a sacred repast of
dewberries. To-day the grass is grass: his heart is chased by phantoms
and finds rest nowhere. Only when the most tender freshness of his
flower comes across him does he taste a moment’s calm; and no sooner
does it come than it gives place to keen pangs of fear that she may not
be his for ever.
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