The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 1Meredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 1
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
After five years of marriage, and twelve of friendship, Sir Austin was
left to his loneliness with nothing to ease his heart of love upon save
a little baby boy in a cradle. He forgave the man: he put him aside as
poor for his wrath. The woman he could not forgive; she had sinned
every way. Simple ingratitude to a benefactor was a pardonable
transgression, for he was not one to recount and crush the culprit
under the heap of his good deeds. But her he had raised to be his
equal, and he judged her as his equal. She had blackened the world's
fair aspect for him.
In the presence of that world, so different to him now, he preserved
his wonted demeanor, and made his features a flexible mask. Mrs. Doria
Forey, his widowed sister, said that Austin might have retired from his
Parliamentary career for a time, and given up gaieties and that kind of
thing; her opinion, founded on observation of him in public and
private, was, that the light thing who had taken flight was but a
feather on her brother's Feverel-heart, and his ordinary course of life
would be resumed. There are times when common men cannot bear the
weight of just so much. Hippias Feverel, one of his brothers, thought
him immensely improved by his misfortune, if the loss of such a person
could be so designated; and seeing that Hippias received in consequence
free quarters at Raynham, and possession of the wing of the Abbey she
had inhabited, it is profitable to know his thoughts. If the baronet
had given two or three blazing dinners in the great hall he would have
deceived people generally, as he did his relatives and intimates. He
was too sick for that: fit only for passive acting.
The nursemaid waking in the night beheld a solitary figure darkening a
lamp above her little sleeping charge, and became so used to the sight
as never to wake with a start. One night she was strangely aroused by a
sound of sobbing. The baronet stood beside the cot in his long black
cloak and travelling cap. His fingers shaded a lamp, and reddened
against the fitful darkness that ever and anon went leaping up the
wall. She could hardly believe her senses to see the austere gentleman,
dead silent, dropping tear upon tear before her eyes. She lay
stone-still in a trance of terror and mournfulness, mechanically
counting the tears as they fell, one by one. The hidden face, the fall
and flash of those heavy drops in the light of the lamp he held, the
upright, awful figure, agitated at regular intervals like a piece of
clockwork by the low murderous catch of his breath: it was so piteous
to her poor human nature that her heart began wildly palpitating.
Involuntarily the poor girl cried out to him, "Oh, sir!" and fell
a-weeping. Sir Austin turned the lamp on her pillow, and harshly bade
her go to sleep, striding from the room forthwith. He dismissed her
with a purse the next day.
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