The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 1Meredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Volume 1
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Richard held out his clenched fist. "You have twice insulted me. You
have struck me: you have dared to call me a liar. I would have
apologized—I would have asked your pardon, to have got off that fellow
in prison. Yes! I would have degraded myself that another man should
not suffer for my deed"—
"Quite proper!" interposed the farmer.
"And you take this opportunity of insulting me afresh. You're a coward,
sir! nobody but a coward would have insulted me in his own house."
"Sit ye down, sit ye down, young master," said the farmer, indicating
the chair and cooling the outburst with his hand. "Sit ye down. Don't
ye be hasty. If ye hadn't been hasty t'other day, we sh'd a been
friends yet. Sit ye down, sir. I sh'd be sorry to reckon you out a
liar, Mr. Feverel, or anybody o' your name. I respects yer father
though we're opp'site politics. I'm willin' to think well o' you. What
I say is, that as you say an't the trewth. Mind! I don't like you none
the worse for't. But it an't what is. That's all! You knows it as
well's I!"
Richard, disdaining to show signs of being pacified, angrily reseated
himself. The farmer spoke sense, and the boy, after his late interview
with Austin, had become capable of perceiving vaguely that a towering
passion is hardly the justification for a wrong course of conduct.
"Come," continued the farmer, not unkindly, "what else have you to
say?"
Here was the same bitter cup he had already once drained brimming at
Richard's lips again! Alas, poor human nature! that empties to the
dregs a dozen of these evil drinks, to evade the single one which
Destiny, less cruel, had insisted upon.
The boy blinked and tossed it off.
"I came to say that I regretted the revenge I had taken on you for your
striking me."
Farmer Blaize nodded.
"And now ye've done, young gentleman?"
Still another cupful!
"I should be very much obliged," Richard formally began, but his
stomach was turned; he could but sip and sip, and gather a distaste
which threatened to make the penitential act impossible. "Very much
obliged," he repeated: "much obliged, if you would be so kind," and it
struck him that had he spoken this at first he would have given it a
wording more persuasive with the farmer and more worthy of his own
pride: more honest, in fact: for a sense of the dishonesty of what he
was saying caused him to cringe and simulate humility to deceive the
farmer, and the more he said the less he felt his words, and, feeling
them less, he inflated them more. "So kind," he stammered, "so kind"
(fancy a Feverel asking this big brute to be so kind!) "as to do me the
favour" (me the favour!) "to exert yourself" (it's all to please
Austin) "to endeavour to—hem! to" (there's no saying it!)—
The cup was full as ever. Richard dashed at it again.
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