Motrja blinked her eyes, and was silent "Have you nothing to say about
it? Well, well! It's better to be silent.... It's better for you!" he
added threateningly. As the evening hour approached, he grew more
and more excited. He would speak to her over and over again of his
intention to get drunk. He knew only too well how painful it was to
her to hear such words, and he noticed how she went about in obstinate
silence, with a cold glance in her grey eyes, attending to her duties
in the cellar; and this made him feel all the more furious.
In the evening Senka Tschischik, the herald of misfortune to the
inhabitants of the court, was able to report another battle having been
fought at the Orloffs'.
When Grischka had beaten his wife black and blue, he disappeared
sometimes for the whole night, not even coming back to the house for
Sunday. Finally he would return, dirty, and with bloodshot eyes, to
his home. Matrona would receive him in silence, wearing a severe
expression, but full of secret pity. She knew that under these
circumstances he would like nothing better than a drop of spirits, and
already had a bottle of vodka prepared for him.
"Come, pour me out a glass!" he cried in a hoarse voice, and after
swallowing two, he would sit down to work.
The whole of that day he would be troubled with pricks of conscience,
which often became so severe and painful that he could not bear
himself. He would throw down his work, and uttering wild words of
self-reproach would pace up and down the room, or would throw himself
on the bed. Motrja would give him time to get over this attack of
remorse, and then they would make it up again.
At first these reconciliations were full of much that was tender
and sweet, but after a time this delight disappeared entirely, and
they simply made it up, because it was impossible to remain a whole
week--that is to say, till the following Saturday--without speaking to
each other.
"Are you going to destroy yourself, then, altogether with that vodka?"
sighed Motrja.
"It's possible," replied Grischka, spitting on one side, with the look
of a man to whom it was quite immaterial whether he destroyed himself
or not "And you will end by running away from me?..." he continued
generally, exaggerating the picture of the future, and looking
searchingly into her eyes.
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