"Leave me alone, Grigori! do!" exclaimed Matrona wearily, turning away
from him.
"Leave you alone? So that is what you want?" laughed Grigori in a
malicious voice. "I am to go away, and you are to remain here, alone,
free and untroubled?... No, that shall never be! Just see how you like
this!"
He seized her by the shoulders, and holding her tightly against him,
flourished a clasp-knife in front of her face. The knife had a short,
thick, rusty blade.
"Well?... How do you like that?"
"Oh! I wish you would stab me and make an end of it," said Matrona,
with a heavy sigh. She freed herself from his grasp, and turned away.
Grischka took a step backwards; the tone of her words had filled him
with astonishment He had often heard similar words from her lips, but
they had never before been uttered in such a desperate tone of voice.
He was completely taken aback at her not showing more fear at sight of
the knife. For a moment or two he had been ready to strike her--but
now he could not, and would not Half dazed by the indifference she
manifested towards his threats, he threw the knife on the table, and
asked her with suppressed anger in his voice--
"What is it you want then, you devil?"
"I want nothing, nothing," cried Matrona, sobbing hysterically. "But
you, what do you want?... You came here with the intention of killing
me!... Well then, kill me, and have done with it!"
Grigori looked at her, and was silent He did not know what to be at
next; his sensations had become so mixed and complicated. He had come
with the express intention of triumphing over his wife. Last night,
when they were quarrelling, she had proved herself the stronger of the
two--that had been quite clear to him, and the thought of it lowered
him in his own estimation. It was absolutely necessary that she should
now submit to him. He did not try to explain to himself why, but he
felt it was absolutely necessary. Being a man of a passionate, complex
nature, he had suffered keenly, and had reflected on many things during
the last few hours, but his ignorance prevented him from explaining
to himself the chaos of emotions, which his wife's just and outspoken
accusations had awoke in him. He perceived that she was in revolt
against him, and he had brought the knife in order to frighten and
subdue her. He might possibly have killed her, if she had not met his
desire to subdue her with such passive resistance. But there she stood,
defenceless before him, broken down with trouble--yet stronger than he.
This gave him a shock, and produced on him a sobering effect.
"Listen!" he said; "leave off this nonsense; you know that I could very
soon finish you off with this.... One blow under the ribs, and all
would be over! That would put an end to all worry and trouble.... It's
very simple!"
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