The Orpheus C. Kerr Papers, Series 1Newell, R. H. (Robert Henry)
History
The Orpheus C. Kerr Papers, Series 1
Newell, R. H. (Robert Henry)
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Oh, Higgins, Higgins, if I could have died for thee then, I don't
know but I should have done it!
CHAPTER IV.
Seventy-five years have rolled by since last I met the reader, and
I am still a thoughtless girl. But oh, how changed! The raven of
despair has flapped his hideous brood over the halls of my
ancestors, and taken from them all that once made them beautiful.
When I look back I can see nothing before me, and when I look
forward I can see nothing behind me. Thus it is with life. We fancy
that each hour is a butterfly made to play with, and all is gall
and bitterness.
I was chastened by misfortune, and occupied a secluded cavern in
the city of New Orleans, when my faithful old nurse entered my
dressing-room, and burst into a fit of hysterical laughter.
"Sassafrina!" I exclaimed, half angrily.
"Please don't be angry, miss," responded the tired old creature;
"but I knew it would come all right at last. I told you Sir Claude
Higgins hadn't married his youngest sister, but you wouldn't
believe me. Now he's down stairs in the parlor waiting for you."
And the attached domestic fell dead at my feet.
After hastily putting on a pair of clean stockings and reading a
chapter in my mother's family Bible, I left the room, murmuring to
myself, "Be still, my throbbing heart, be still."
CHAPTER V.
When I entered the parlor, Mr. Higgins sat gazing into the fire in
an attitude of deep reflection, and did not note my entrance until
I had touched him. His dishevelled hair hung from his massive
temples in majestic discomposure, and an extinguished torch lay
smouldering at his glorious feet.
O my soul's idol! I can see thee now as I saw thee then, with the
firelight glowing over thee, like a smile from the cerulean skies!
As I touched him, he awoke.
"Miserable girl!" he exclaimed, in those old familiar tones,
drawing me towards him, while a delicious tremor shook my every
nerve. "Wretched little serpent! And is it thus we meet? Poor
idiot, you are but a woman, and I--alas! what am I? Two hours ago,
I set fire to three churches, and crushed a sexton 'neath my iron
heel. Do you not shrink? 'Tis well. Then hear me, viper, _I lovest
thee_."
Was it the music of a higher sphere that I smelt, or was I still in
this world of folly and sin? And were all my toils, my cares, my
heart-breathings, my hope-sobbings, my soul-writhings to end thus
gloriously at last in the adoration of a being on whom I lavished
all the spirit's purest gloatings?
My bliss was more than I could endure. Tearing all the hair-pins
from my hair and tying my pocket handkerchief about my heaving
neck, I flung myself upon his steaming chest.
"_My_ Higgins!"
"YOUR Higgins!!"
"OUR Higgins!!!"
THE BLISSFUL FINIS.
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