One of them once took it into his head to have everything he owned in
pairs. It was not sufficient to have one bell in his room; he must have
two. One window was never enough for a room; there must be two or four
or six. Two chimneys, two doors, two barns, two haylofts. Never one lad
or girl, but always two or four of them. It might seem an innocent whim
enough, but he had nearly brought Hånger to ruin with his alterations
and rebuilding.
Among the cattle, too, he would have as many bulls as cows, and he
ordered his wife to bear him a boy and a girl, a boy and a girl, and so
on in regular succession. And when she did not obey him, he was not to
be trifled with.
Again the Pastor smiled. No, clearly it was no light matter at times to
be mistress of Hånger.
One of the men there had been who was always singing. He came to church
singing, and went away singing; he sang when he answered any who spoke
to him; sang when he went to bed and when he got up.
But for all his singing, he had been a hard and unreasonable man, and it
was with him that the misfortune had come. He had once tried to cheat
his brother over some inheritance, but his own wife had discovered the
fraud, and asked their priest to come to Hånger to talk over the matter
with him. But the Master of Hånger thought there was something more
behind the visit, and, inflamed with jealousy, had lain in wait for the
priest on the way home and killed him.
Yes, it was true, as he had just said: no easy matter to be wife to one
of the ancient race of Hånger.
And yet, none of their womenfolk had ever given themselves out for dead
in order to escape.
He laughed a short, harsh laugh. It might seem as if he had been the
worst of them all. Otherwise, his wife would hardly have had recourse to
such desperate means.
And what had she to reproach him for after all? Nothing but having loved
her too much. He had asked nothing of her but the one thing, that she
should be his alone, entirely and without reserve.
But suppose that had been in itself too much to ask? If it had been
harder to fulfil than that of the mad demands of those wild forefathers
of his? Can one human being demand of another such utter and complete
surrender of self? Not only in love, but in all else?
Pastor Rhånge remembered how he had often thought Sigrun was a being of
a different sort, unlike all others; that she had seemed to have a
nature of her own, though she could never find expression for it.
And that nature of hers, he knew now, was pity. To do good, to sacrifice
herself for others, to care for the sick, that had been all her natural
craving, but he had set himself against it. He could not endure it. He
would have her all to himself, and not share her with any besides.
And the thing that had happened, that had seemed so abominable to him
before, was there, after all, anything in it but what must necessarily
come? It was the steel spring, long compressed, which had unfolded as
soon as the pressure was released.
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