"Sigrun is pity itself," he thought. "Mercy is her aim, her task. I
should have realized it."
The sudden acknowledgment of his own fault comforted him now. Sigrun no
longer appeared to have sunk so low, to be so unspeakably hard and
without feeling.
He turned the thought over in his mind. "Yes," he said to himself. "That
must be why we were never happy together. I hindered her from being
what her nature commanded her to be."
Then, suddenly, the old agony returned. "This fellow, Sven Elversson, he
cares for her better than I. He too is given up to works of charity. And
that is why she stays with him."
He had not thought of Sven Elversson with any jealousy before. "Sigrun
knows what he has done," he had said to himself. "She could never love
him."
But now, the whole thing seemed more than suspicious. Why had Sven
Elversson not told him at once that Sigrun had come to Hånger? Was he
in love with her, and had he thought to keep her for himself?
But in the midst of his anger came one of those thoughts that seemed to
hover in the air above that desolate land, and refreshed the soul of the
unhappy man like cool summer rain.
"Have you any right to expect service and aid from Sven Elversson?" said
the thought.
And the priest remembered how he had sinned against Sven Elversson, and
ruined his life, and condemned him to nameless misery.
But this consciousness of his own guilt brought a strange soothing calm
in the midst of his anger--at the wrong he had suffered from others. It
was like a cooling drink to one in fever.
And a new humility, a self-knowledge, woke in his mind.
He no longer felt himself as the punishing avenger with all right on his
side.
He was prepared now, not to forgive, but to search and examine with care
before passing his final judgment.
THE LIFTING OF THE CURSE
THE priest checked his horse. There below him, in the glow of the
evening sun, was Hånger itself.
For a moment he doubted whether it could be right. He had always heard
the place described as consisting of large buildings. Here, the main
part was certainly of decent size, but all the rest seemed small and
insignificant.
But the orchard was there. On the slope between the small houses grew
tall, century-old apple trees, now in their finest bloom, making a roof
of delicate white and pink above the lawn.
And the old oak was there, not yet in full leaf, but well on the way to
clothe its wrinkled, knotty branches with soft, leafy green.
And the view was there, too. A view out over a marvellously fine and
light and softly drawn landscape, where the ten mountain ridges and the
ten lakes lay now, at the hour of sunset, decked in every imaginable
hue, one height a brilliant white, and another threateningly dark; one
lake like a sheet of polished steel, and its fellow behind the next hill
glittering all in gold.
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