"Sigrun, how can you say such a thing!" exclaimed her husband. "This is
Bohuslän, my own country, and I love every stone and every tuft of
heather in it. What would you have said if I had spoken so about the
pine forests and the moors of Norrland?"
As was but natural, his words took effect. The young wife was silent at
first for a while; then she whispered something, with tears in her
voice, and Sven understood that she was begging her husband's
forgiveness for having spoken so about his country.
"I'm not like that other days, really. I don't know what can be the
matter with me to-day," she said.
Every word she uttered was a delight to hear; so solemnly and sincerely
she spoke, with the slightest trace of a lisp in her voice. "God forbid
she should be otherwise for my part," thought Sven. "Surely 'tis only
beautiful that she should be afraid of all ugly things."
Nothing more was said for a time, but then the little lady began again,
with a strange quiver in her voice:
"Edward, I know it's wrong of me to trouble you, but I can't help it. I
am so afraid. I've been trying to overcome it by myself, but I can't--it
won't go away. And then I just remembered that I shan't need to struggle
against things all alone now--that I've you to help me with all my
weakness."
There was such a depth of entreaty in her tone that Sven Elversson felt
embarrassed at sitting there where he could hear. He felt himself
unworthy even to over, hear the thoughts and feelings of this delicate
lady.
She was trying now to explain to her husband that she was actually
afraid. She fancied she had seen these hills somewhere before--had fled
for her life among such a confusion of rocky hills, with some behind
that sought to kill her. Or that there was someone even now lying in
wait there, ready to fall upon them. Something terrible there must be,
close at hand. She had but one desire, to get away from the place.
Her voice told that she was in greater fear even than she would admit,
and that this was deadly earnest. Sven Elversson himself could not help
smiling where he sat, and the Priest was utterly unable to understand
her fear of nothing at all; he tried to answer gaily, and pass it over
with a jest.
But his endeavours failed of their effect. She declared, with sudden
violence, that if Applum were as cold and shut in as here, she could
never live there.
"And it's wicked and wrong of me to say so, I know," she said; "but I've
been thinking of it all the time, while we've been driving here; if I
cannot find something beautiful at the end of it, something to help me,
I shall be haunted by the same fear there as well. I shall be dreading
every day that something terrible will happen."
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