And then she stood beside him, stroking his hair, till he was himself
again. She felt light at heart now that she had had proof of his love.
But at the same time there was something strange, something she could
not share, in this. It was a love she did not understand--a thing too
hot and fierce.
She asked him how he could ever believe she would leave him. And then,
impulsively, he told her his thought; she was so far above him. She was
from another world, was good in herself, without having to think about
it. And he was always fearing that one day she would disappear--he was
not good enough to keep her long.
"He does not mean it," she thought to herself. He could not really mean
it. It was only his love that exalted her, as love ever will. And in the
same way she herself had hitherto exalted him in her heart.
She was no longer miserable and despairing, as she had been in the
morning. But there rose up in her a sense of fear toward her husband.
And she said no word of having been out sailing with Sven Elversson that
day.
Meantime, Sven Elversson and his father were on their way back to
Grimön. Old Joel took the tiller, and his son lay in the bows, making
himself as comfortable as could be.
Joel had told him of the fire at the school, having heard the news at
church. He looked old and bowed and sad; it seemed that now, after this
last failure, all ways were closed to his son's advancement.
Sven Elversson stroked his forehead softly as he lay, now with his
finger-tips, now with the whole of his slender, delicate hand.
There was a strange sense of freedom and ease in his soul. His thoughts
came to him clear and indisputable. He saw his way.
"Father," he said, suddenly, "this loathing is surely the strongest
thing of all. No one can overcome it; no one can stand against it. Best
to know it from the first. Whoever tries to fight against it must be
beaten."
Joel shrugged his shoulders slightly, and grunted out something in
answer, but his words were lost in the noise of wind and waves.
Sven lay as before, thinking. And in a little while, when his mind again
had given him a clear and indisputable thought, he lifted his voice and
cried to his father:
"But loathing is not evil in itself. It is a warning and a safeguard.
And if one could use it so, turning it to good use, one might be of
great service to mankind."
The old man looked up. His rheumy gray eyes lit up for a moment, and his
bowed figure straightened.
Sven sprang to his feet, and, stepping across the thwarts, sat down
beside his father.
"Something has happened to me to-day," he said. "Something that has
helped me. I am not unhappy now about the fire at the school. I have
something else to think of."
Then he went back to his place and lay down again, listening to the
heavy rush of the south wind, watching the blending colour of the reefs,
and stroking his forehead with his slender, delicate hand.
LESS THAN THE LEAST
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