And each time the accused went over in his mind the events of that night
he felt more and more convinced that he had only killed the two old
people in self-defence.
At first, he had not expected to be arrested at all. In the first place,
the village where the two old people lay asleep, each with a cloven
skull, was far off the high road, and he had every hope that nothing
would be discovered until he was far away in safety. Then, too, he had
so thoroughly persuaded himself of his innocence that he felt Providence
must protect him. For the justice of Providence is other than that of
courts of law on earth. It was a justice that understood how a poor
vagabond might be forced to act in self-defence. With that sort of
justice it was possible, so to speak, to talk as man to man.
The only thing this supreme justice could reasonably reproach him with
was--he admitted it freely--a little white lie or so that he had allowed
himself to tell at the examination, with regard to where he had been on
the night of the crime and the days following. But for all his
conscientiousness and his love of right and justice, he realized that in
his case it was pardonable. For when a man had been arrested in despite
of common fairness and humanity, merely because he happened to have been
in prison before--and possibly also to some extent because a
savings-bank book, the property of the deceased, and been found on his
person--why, he was simply forced to deviate a little from the strict
and literal truth. He had been obliged to confess that he had stolen the
bank book from the pocket of a fellow passenger in the train. He had not
endeavoured to assert that it had been honestly come by, but had freely
confessed he had stolen it. As to where the other traveller had obtained
it--who could say? It was too much to ask that he, the accused, show
know the goings and comings of every stranger.
Again and again he went through the same arguments, each time feeling
himself more and more innocent of any crime.
He had reached so far, indeed, as to be filled with an intense
conviction of having barely, by a miracle of grace, escaped being
murdered in his sleep himself--when the door of his cell opened, and the
notary, who had conducted the proceedings of that morning, stepped in,
followed by two other men. One was the warder, who had been deputed to
look after him, and the other a young man, dressed like a workman of the
better class.
The prisoner rose at once to his feet, with an air of respectful
attention. He was resolved, as he had told the prison chaplain, on all
occasions to observe a proper demeanour, and show that he himself was
not only a lover of justice, but well disposed toward its servants.
"I have to inform you, Lamprecht," said the young notary, "that your
case will be decided to-morrow. And once more I would ask you, while
there is yet time, to ease your conscience and obtain a lighter sentence
by sincere repentance and confession."
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