When Julia Lamprecht entered the cell to receive the five thousand
kronor, Sven Elversson had stepped forward and declared that he had
promised the prisoner to make his daughter an offer of marriage. But the
girl had refused at once. She would not marry that man--never. And she
had told him plainly what manner of man he was.
Sven Elversson had been deeply hurt at her refusal. It seemed to torture
him. He drew back without a word, and stood leaning unsteadily against
the cell wall. And the prisoner himself felt that he was revenged.
His daughter, whom he had never seen until that day, had taken vengeance
on the man who had conquered her father. He felt she was of his blood,
and he loved her.
Not that he repented of his confession. He felt clean and easy in mind,
happy and respected, almost like a decent man. And he had seen his
daughter, whom he would love now all his life, and who would always love
him, since he had given up his freedom for her sake.
As for the true confession, the murderer passed it over, erased it from
his memory. He was a man who always needed to look at himself in a good
light. He was already busy in his mind with a beautiful and touching
story of how it was for this daughter's sake alone he had confessed, and
prayed to God and man for forgiveness. As long as he lived, he would be
able to weave that story over and over again, and he would believe it,
and it would serve to maintain his self-respect during the long, hard
years that awaited him.
BOOK II
LOTTA HEDMAN
ONE day toward the end of September 1915 a train came down from Norrland
to the south. In a third-class compartment sat a young woman, very
simply and decently dressed in black, with a black hat almost devoid of
trimmings. She was talking to her fellow travellers. She was not afraid
of raising her voice at times, and the voice in itself being somewhat
shrill, she could be heard by all those near. It was soon evident that
this was the first time she had travelled on the railway. And the
strangeness of it all, coming out into the world and meeting strange,
kindly people, seemed to have lifted her to a sort of ecstasy. All that
she had been unable to find outlet for during years of life in a
confined situation broke out now. She talked unceasingly, and always of
herself. She was loth to lose an opportunity of letting people know who
she was, and what strange message she had to bring.
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