"But now I have ceased from wondering of these things, for now I know
that it is God that has made all waste and miserable about me. And I may
be glad that He has not sent me out into the forests, or into the
mountains, or sent me to live in a Lapp tent, and wander about with
reindeer in the wilderness. I must be thankful that He has suffered me
to dwell in a place where others besides myself have their homes."
It was not only the three sitting nearest who now gave heed to the young
woman's words. One or two of those farthest off stood up to listen.
"What was it?" some asked. Or, "Who was it carrying on like that for all
the carriage to hear? Some of those Salvation Army people?"
"For it is God's will that my thoughts should be for Him alone," went on
the woman in black. "It is His will that I should think and consider
much; that I should interpret Daniel and make clear Ezekiel, and draw
forth wisdom from the Revelations. And in the evenings, when others are
dancing and feasting, Lotta Hedman sits with her Bible, sits searching
after knowledge of God, and things are clear to her which no other in
the world can understand."
A thrill of wonder went through all those who heard, and the speaker did
not fail to notice it. The attention she had awakened egged her on; even
if she had wished, she could not stop now till she had finished. Her
long-closed lips moved now with or against her will.
"And in the winter nights, when the clock strikes twelve, and one and
all Sweden has gone to rest, and the great white land lies stretched in
the calm of sleep, I sit in a poor little room, a room so mean that no
other would ever live there, and I see God's finger pointing to words
and figures in Holy Writ. And then it is revealed to me how it shall be
with all the others, all those who lie sleeping through the winter
night. A revelation to me, poor and despised as I am, yet given to no
other, to none among the learned and the worldly-wise."
Her voice rose yet shriller; the woman sitting opposite laid one hand
again with a kindly touch on her knee. A conductor, making his round
through the train, stopped to listen, wondering if one of the passengers
had been suddenly seized with a fit of madness.
"And all that I have seen and learned, I have written down in plain
words, and sealed and sent it to the King. To the great palace in
Stockholm, a letter from the poor factory girl at Stenbroträsk, from
one that the boys run after in the street, hunting and snarling like
Lapp dogs after a wild she-wolf.
"And I have waited for many days for an answer from the King, but there
has come no answer from the King. And I have written my letter all
again, and sent it to the papers, and the papers would have nothing to
do with my letter, but sent it back.
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