"It is all in my letter," she cried. "It shall be made known when I have
atoned for my sin, and God lets my words be published abroad throughout
the world."
There was a perceptible loss of interest among the listeners; evidently
this woman knew no more than anyone else. Most of those who had risen
sat down again.
And the end of her speech, the few words she uttered afterward were
scarcely heard by any save the kindly woman sitting opposite, who had
first spoken to her.
"And I have no time to write except at night," said the girl--"at night,
when work is over, and then my fingers are stiff and unwilling, and I am
not quick at writing properly. They talk differently in our parts. It
makes me very tired, all the writing.
"And I live in poverty and wretchedness," she went on. "Poor and ill and
alone, and living in a place where no one else would ever live, and I
tremble to think of all that must come."
She had marked well enough that no one seemed to care any longer for her
words. Her voice grew fainter, and there was a dreamy look in her eyes.
At last she spoke only in a whisper, and lowered her glance. None but
those nearest could hear what she said.
"But I pray to God to spare me, that I may live to be one among the
purified host. I pray that I may be counted among that last third, and
that I, who have been chosen to proclaim its coming when all despised
me, may share in the Millennium of the Lord, and stand among the elect
and see this earth resplendent in the glory of righteousness."
THE WONDERFUL MUSIC
THE long train from the north rolled on unceasingly from station to
station. Those in the compartment where Lotta Hedman sat gradually got
out: first the peasant and his wife, then the kindly woman who had got
her to speak at first of who and what she was. Then there entered a man,
who, by the look of him, might have been a lay preacher of some sort,
and sat down in the comfortable corner. He had been in another part of
the train before, and came now to find a better seat.
The newcomer at once entered into conversation with Lotta. He asked her
whether any revelations had come to her before the time of the war, or
if it was only since its beginning that she had been aware of her gift.
He spoke in low tones, with a soft, gentle, and very winning voice,
exhibiting the warmest interest, without either expressing doubt or
faith. To others, his manner of speaking might seem irritating in its
extreme humility, but Lotta Hedman was pleased to be addressed with some
measure of respect, now that she had for the first time shown herself
among strangers and revealed her calling.
"I should be glad indeed if you would tell me something about your
visions," said the man. "It is too much to ask, perhaps, seeing that I
am a stranger to you, but be sure I should feel it a great honour."
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