"'Look at your hair--sticking out all round your head like a wild bush.'
"And I sat still and let them go on. 'If it was only that,' I thought to
myself. 'But it's because Sigrun is from another world, and that's worse
than all the rest.'
"'And such a figure you've got,' said the others. 'No shape at all. You
can never get your clothes to sit properly like others do. And your eyes
are sharp and hard, and you've a voice like a raven....'
"Now I hadn't been crying before, but then I felt the tears coming,
because the others were all so harsh and unkind, when they tried to
comfort me.
"But then all of a sudden it seemed as if a warm, gentle light filled
the air in front of me--like sunlight in a room on a cold winter's day.
"A cool, soft hand drew my hands away from my face, and when I looked up
it was Sigrun standing there, and smiling at me, and asking if I would
row her across in my boat later on, when we had finished lessons for the
day.
"And though I knew that the others must have told her that I was only a
poor girl, and always ill besides; though I knew it was only for pity's
sake she asked me, still I felt so happy, so happy. Oh, you can never
understand how wonderful it was to feel, and I loved her from that
moment."
"And I loved her from that moment," repeated the listener to himself,
and felt once more the touch of a woman's lips on his face, and a little
merry laugh. "Though I knew it was only for pity's sake," he whispered
to himself--"though I knew well it was only for pity's sake.
"Sigrun," he murmured half aloud, "why should you come back to me like
this to-day? I thought I had sent you away for ever. Why do you come
back now?"
Lotta Hedman went on with her story. "But that afternoon, when we were
rowing across, she asked me, Sigrun, if it was I that had heard the
wonderful music in the Deanery on the day of the funeral, and asked me
to tell her all about it. And I told her that and more. All the other
things I had seen and heard, I told her everything, and told her, too,
that I believed I was to be a seer and a prophet of God. And she did not
laugh at me. Only said quite humbly that she never saw such things
herself, but her dearest wish was to be a nurse. Not for ordinary
people, ill with this or that, but for those stricken by the plague, or
leprosy. Or if that could not be done, then she would go and care for
witless folk, or teach the blind to read or deaf-mutes to talk. Her
greatest sorrow, she said, was that she feared her father and mother
would not let her go away to such work.
"I can remember even now," said Lotta Hedman, "how beautiful she was
when she spoke of that."
The man sitting opposite looked up a moment, and his eyes shone. "Your
story is a great delight to me," he said. "Far more than you know."
"It is very good of you to say so," said Lotta Hedman. "I thought you
would have been tired of it long ago."
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