Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
Resigning himself to his fate he did his best to become reconciled to
his environment. Occasionally he regarded the English men and women
who surrounded him with something like envy. They did not appear to be
overshadowed by any gloomy apprehensions of the future. Did they cover
their fears and forebodings with a contentment that was assumed? A few
questions put to the Professor disabused his mind of that suspicion.
They were as happy as they appeared to be, he was told. Their creed
reassured them and banished fear. Christ, their great teacher, had
given them definite promises in the Gospels that left them in no
uncertainty. The way was easy for any one who chose to follow it, and
no man could complain that he was driven against his will into a state
of sin and offence equivalent to that which troubled the exiled Hindu.
Ananda, as he listened to the Professor, went so far as to envy the
Christians their faith. He had no intention of becoming a Christian,
but there was undoubtedly relief for them in their immunity from the
horrible dread of re-entering this world as a disgusting insect or a
miserable beast of burden. With eyes fixed eagerly upon Wenaston he
listened for his comment on the situation.
"You are the victims of circumstances over which you have no control.
Your parents sent you to England without consulting your wishes. Do
you really believe that their action has caused you to sin and deprived
you of your hope of heaven?"
"Not our hope of the future," corrected Bopaul. "When the offence is
wiped out by propitiatory ceremonies we shall be restored to the favour
of the gods."
"What if you die before your return to India?"
"Ah! then we die in sin, and the dreaded rebirth cannot be avoided; but
we hope to escape such a catastrophe and to return safely to our
country to perform the necessary expiatory ceremonies."
"It is a monstrous belief!" cried Wenaston, moved in spite of himself
as he glanced at Ananda overshadowed by fear, and at Coomara on whose
countenance was written the hopeless resignation of the fatalist. "It
is incredible that a beneficent Deity can order a weary round of
innumerable re-births in a lower instead of a higher existence, and
condemn men to undergo this penance for deeds in which there is no evil
intention; deeds for which they themselves are not responsible. Even
if you are fortunate enough at the end of unthinkable cycles of earthly
existence to reach the limit, you can hope for nothing better than
absorption in an impersonal Spirit. To my mind such a fate is little
short of annihilation."
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