Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
The tailors needed supervision; the working goldsmiths required
individual watching. A member of the family, usually one of the elder
women, was told off to sit by his crucible and work-table whilst he
plied his bellows and his delicate styles; and the half-finished
ornament was carried home in the evening to be restored to the jeweller
in the morning when the person in charge was able to resume her guard.
Then there were the preparations that belonged to the kitchen, the
chutneys, pickles, and preserves that would be required when the time
arrived for feasting and feeding the poor Brahmans.
Dorama assisted under her mother-in-law's directions, lending a hand
here and there where special care was needed. She was very silent; but
beneath that silence was hidden a fire of emotions varied and deep that
the others little dreamed of. She thought of her wedding, long ago
when she was but a child. At the time the ceremonies had excited her
wonder, and she had experienced a fearful pleasure in the thought that
she was the centre of attention. She remembered Ananda's smooth boyish
face and his gentle acquiescence to all his parents' wishes. He had
glanced at his newly-made wife with childish curiosity, in which
passion and desire found no place.
Later the parents arranged a honeymoon for the young couple, to be
spent under the paternal roof. On her side, at least, there was
nothing but distaste and fear, with not a little grief at having to
leave her own home. Then ensued a dull period when light household
tasks instead of dolls and toys filled her life. It ended in the birth
of a son. With the advent of the baby she was released from domestic
work in the kitchen; and though she found that the wonderful living
doll was not her exclusive property, but seemed to belong to the whole
house as much as to her, existence had a new interest.
Before she was sufficiently recovered to take her new place as the
favoured young mother of a son in the family circle, Ananda departed.
She remembered how he had knelt by her side and looked at the tiny
baby, their joint property, with a kind of delighted surprise, as
though he found it difficult to realise that the little crumpled olive
ball of humanity was his own, his very own. From his child his eyes
went to his child's mother with a light in them that she had never seen
there before. She was no longer one of the mere goods and chattels of
the house to help to minister to his appetite, feed him, keep his
clothes in order and perform other duties that contributed to his
comfort and well-being. In giving him this son, who would one day call
him by the name most highly prized throughout the land, she had done
something purely personal, something exclusively for him; and in so
doing she had endowed him with a delight and joy unknown before.
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