Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"My son, the Christian faith may be all very well for Christians. We
are Hindus, born, by a fate over which we have no control, in the Hindu
faith. The faith is bound up with our social and political laws and
cannot be separated. Let me point out to you how important it is that
you should make no change. If by remaining an outcaste you cannot
fulfil the part of chief mourner at my death, the law of caste--and it
is upheld by our country's law--disinherits you, You cannot inherit any
of my wealth, my lands, my houses, my looms, my silk farms, my jewels
and hoard of silver. Not a single rupee will be yours if another hand
drops the rice and butter into the fire before my dead body immediately
after death; if another bears the pot of fire in my funeral procession;
if another lights the funeral pile. Would you wish to lose your
birthright, the riches that should be yours, the honour as head of one
of the oldest and most respected families of Chirakul? Would you
deliberately make yourself a pauper, an outcaste, despised even by the
pariahs? Consider well all that you propose to sacrifice."
Once more Pantulu gazed anxiously into his boy's face for a sign that
he relented, that his pleading had prevailed; and his heart sank within
him as he noted the tightening of the lower lip and the obstinate tilt
of the chin. Again he spoke, repeating the old arguments, enumerating
the property that should one day belong to his son; but without avail.
At length Ananda made a kind of response in putting a question.
"If I do not take upon myself the duties of chief mourner, on whom do
they fall?" he asked.
"On your son."
"And the child will inherit your fortune?"
"Everything; and as soon as he comes of age he will take my place in
the family councils and you will be as one that has died in a foreign
land."
Ananda rose to his feet intimating that as far as he was concerned the
interview was at an end.
"Your answer, my son! your answer! what news am I to carry to your
mother?" cried Pantulu, in sudden dismay, as he realised two facts--his
son was leaving him, and he had failed miserably in his attempt to win
him back.
"I have nothing to say that has not been already said." Ananda spoke
with evident pain. It grieved him to wound his father by refusing to
comply with his wishes. He knew of what vital importance it was to a
Hindu to have the assurance that the funeral rites would be duly
performed by a fitting and proper member of the family; and he found
the greatest difficulty in maintaining his honesty of speech. The
temptation to temporise was strong. "It is impossible, even if I
desired it, to re-establish my faith in the Hindu teaching concerning
the future life. It is a miserable groping in the dark, a wilful
blinding of the eyes; the whole thing is a relic of the ancestor
worship of a barbarous people not worthy of our nation with its present
civilisation. I must have something better----"
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