Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"My son! my son!" interrupted his father in an agony of disappointment
and grief. "It is killing me! Have mercy on me! My life is bound up
in yours! I cannot live without you! Keep your beliefs secretly if
you will, but I beg, I pray you conform outwardly to the faith of your
ancestors. In their names I command you to come back and do your
duty----"
The door of the house opened and Gunga came out confronting her son for
the first time since his return. Ananda put the palms of his hands
together and repeated his greeting mechanically.
"May the gods protect you, most excellent and beloved mother!"
She received the salutations with an exclamation of contempt.
"Call me not mother! Unhappy woman that I am to have given birth to
such a breaker of our most sacred laws. Go! get out of the house which
you have dishonoured! See!" she pointed to Pantulu, who had drooped
where he sat till he seemed to crouch in abject misery. "See how he is
stricken! It is the hand of a wicked son who has dealt the blow. May
that hand be accursed! May its owner be condemned to cycles of
wretched rebirths!"
She poured out a string of curses upon him and he fled. Obstinate yet
strangely craven, he clung desperately to the new faith which alone
held out a promise of salvation from the awful fate invoked by his
mother. Her very maledictions drove him to his new leader Christ. His
father's entreaties only placed before him anew the tenets that had
filled him with such horror. Already he had had experience of the
persecution he was likely to meet with if he persisted in his adherence
to Christianity. He shrank from physical pain with the timidity of a
child; but for all that he preferred to face the ills of this life to
the terrors of the Hindu life to come.
With his heart thumping like a hammer he regained his room and sat down
to collect the thoughts scattered by the sudden and unexpected
onslaught made by his mother. His spirit rose in a wordless prayer; it
seemed to steep itself in the new light, and again he was sensible of a
blessed peace that soothed and calmed his disordered mind. His courage
returned, and he deliberately set himself to recall his father's words.
What was it that he had said about disinheritance? He must have made a
mistake. The solution of the difficulty would be found in the making
of a will. His father must have a proper will drawn up by which his
son was named as his heir. He must have another interview. On second
thoughts perhaps it would be better to write his request.
Taking out his writing case he set to work at once. The time slipped
by without his knowledge. He looked at his watch; it was three
o'clock. The sweeper did not appear and no food was sent. The
omission did not trouble him. Again he satisfied his hunger with
biscuits and tried to forget his thirst.
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