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My dearest and most wel beloued Lady, sith that mine innocency
can finde no resting place within your tender Corpse, what
honest excuse or true reason so euer I do alledge, and sith your
heart declareth itself to be Implacable, and not pleased with
hym that neuer offended you, except it were for ouermutch loue,
which for guerdon of the rare and incomparable amity, I perceyue
my selfe to be hated deadly of you and in sutch wise contemned,
as the only record of my name causeth in you an insupportable
griefe and displeasure vnspeakeable. To auoide I say your
indignation, and by my mishap to render vnto you some ease and
contentment, I haue meant to dislodge my self so far from this
Countrey, as neyther you nor any other, shal euer heare by fame
or true report, the place of my abode, nor the graue wherein my
bones shall rest. And although it be an inexplicable heart’s
sorrow and torment, which by way of pen can not be declared, to
be thus misprised of you, whom alone I do loue and shal, so long
as mine afflicted soule shall hang vpon the feeble and brittle
threede of life: yet for all that, this griefe falling vpon me,
is not irkesome, as the punishment is grieuous, by imagining the
passion of your minde when it is disquieted with disdayne and
wrath agaynst me, who liueth not, but to wander vpon the
thoughts of your perfections. And forsomutch as I doe feele for
the debility that is in me, that I am not able any longer to
beare the sowre shockes of my bitter torments and martyrdome
that I presently doe suffer, yet before my life doe fayle, and
death doe sease vpon my senses, I haue written vnto you this
present letter for a testimoniall of your rigour, which is the
marke that iustifieth my vnguiltynesse. And although I doe
complayne of mine vnhappy fortune, yet I meane not to accuse
you, onely contented that eche man doe know, that firme
affection and eternall thraldome do deserue other recompence
than a farewell so cruell. And I am wel assured, that when I am
deade, you will pitty my torment, knowing then, although to
late, that my loyalty was so sincere, as the report of those was
false, that made you beleeue, that I was very far in loue with
the Daughter of Dom Ferrande de la Serre. Alas, shall a Noble
gentleman that hath bene well trayned vp, be forbidden to
receiue the gifts that come from a vertuous Gentlewoman? Ought
you to be so incapable and voyde of humanity, that the sacrifice
which I haue made of the poore Birde, the cause of your
disdayne, my repentaunce, my lawfull excuses, are not able to
let you see the contrary of your persuasion? Ah, ah, I see that
the dark and obscure vayle of uniust disdayne and immoderate
anger, hath so blindfold your eyes, and inuegled your mynde, as
you can not iudge the truth of my cause and the vnrightousnes of
your quarell. I will render vnto you none other certificate of
myne innocency, but my languishinge heart, which you clepe
betweene your hands, feling sutch rude intertaynment there, of
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