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alleadge and discouer for that proofe, hearken me so paciently,
as I haue reason to complayne and dispute vpon this chaunce more
hard and difficulte to auoyde, than by reply able to be
defended, sith that Lyfe and the hazarding thereof is nothing,
in regarde of that which you wyll haue me to present with too
exceeding prodigall Liberality, and I would to God that Life
mighte satisfie the same, than be sure it should so soone be
imployed, as the promise made thereof. Alas, good God, I thought
that when I sawe my brother out of Pryson, the neare distresse
of death, whereunto vniustly he was thrown, I thought (I say)
and firmely did beleue, that fortune the Enimy of our ioy, had
vomitted al hir poison, and being despoyled of hir fury and
crabbed Nature had broken the bloudy and Venemous Arrowes,
wherewyth so longe tyme she hath plagued our family, and that by
resting of hir selfe, shee had gyuen some rest to the Montanine
house of al theyr troubles and misaduentures. But I (O miserable
wight) do see and feele how far I am deuided from my hope, and
deceiued of mine opinion, sith the furious stepdame, appeareth
before me with a face more fierce and threatning, then euer she
did, sharpening hir selfe against my youth in other sort, then
euer against any of our race. If euer she persecuted our
auncesters, if she brought them to ruine and decay, she now doth
purpose wholly to subuerte the same, and throw vs headelong into
the bottomlesse pit of all misery, exterminating for all
tegether, the remnaunte of our consumed house. Be it either by
losse of thee (good brother) or the vyolent death of me which
cannot hazarde my Chastity for the pryce of myne vnhappy life:
Ah, good God, into what anguish is my mynde exponed, and how doe
I feele the force and Vyolence of froward Fortune? But what
speak I of fortune? How doth hard lucke insue, that is
predestinated by the heauens vppon our familly? Must I at so
tender yeares, and of so feeble kinde make choyse of a thing,
which would put the wysest vpon Earth into their shifts? My
heart doth fayle me, reason wanteth and Iudgement hangeth in
ballaunce by continuall agitations, to see how I am dryuen to
the extremity of two daungerous straits, and enuironned with
fearefull ieoperdies, forcibly compelled either to bee deuided
and separated from thee (my Brother,) whome I loue aboue mine
owne life, and in whome next after God I haue fyxed and put my
hope and trust, hauing none other solace, Comfort and helpe, but
thee, or else by keping thee, am forced to giue vnto an other,
and know not how, the precious treasure which beyng once lost,
cannot be recouered by any meanes, and for the gard and
conseruation whereof, euery woman of good iudgement that loueth
vertue, ought a thousand times to offer hir selfe to death
(if so many wayes she could) rather than to blot or soyle that
inestimable Iewell of chastity, wherewith our lyfe is a true
lyfe: contrarywyse shee which fondly suffreth hir self to be
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