But that is an exaggeration. To have debts is to have something. They
stir you. They stirred him. Besides there was Cassy. To provide for both
was the violin which in his hands played itself. For years it sufficed.
Then, with extreme good sense, he fought with the Union, fought with
Toscanini, disassociated himself from both. Now, latterly, with his arm
in a sling, the wolf was not merely at the door, it was in the
living-room of this Harlem flat which Cassy had just entered.
It was then that he repeated it. "You're late!"
For the past hour he had sat staring at things which the room did not
contain--a great, glowing house; an orchestra demoniacally led by a
conductor whom he strangely resembled; a stage on which, gracile in the
violet and silver of doublet and hose, the last of the Caras bowed to
the vivas.
Then abruptly the curtain had fallen, the lights had gone out, the
vision faded, banished by the quick click of her key.
But not entirely. More or less the dream was always with him. When
to-day is colourless, where can one live except in the future? To-day is
packed with commonplaces which, could we see them correctly, are
probably false for in the future only beautiful things are true. It is
stupid not to live among them, particularly if you have the ability, and
what artist lacks it? In the future, there is fame for the painter,
there is posterity for the poet and much good may it do them. But for
the musician, particularly for the song-bird, there is the vertigo of
instant applause. In days like these, days that witness the fall of
empires, the future holds for the donna, for the prima donna, for the
prima donna assoluta, the grandest of earthly careers.
That career, Angelo Cara foresaw for his daughter, foresaw it at least
in the hypnogogic visions which the artist always has within beck and
call. In the falsifying commonplaces of broad daylight he was not so
sure. Her upper register had in it a parterre of flowers, but elsewhere
it lacked volume, lacked line, lacked colour, and occasionally he
wondered whether her voice would not prove to be a voix de salon and not
the royal organ that fills a house. Yet in the strawberry of her throat,
the orifice was wide, the larynx properly abnormal. In addition the
Tamburini was prophetically comforting.
But did the woman know her trade? He did not believe it. He believed
though that she had no morals, never had had any, even as a child. It
was the same way with Rachel and the fact left him cold. He was
artistically indifferent to what the putana did or omitted, to what
anybody omitted or did. But anybody by no means included his daughter.
At the thought of anything amiss with her, presto! his sad eyes flamed.
Very needlessly too. Cassy was as indifferent to other people's
conceptions of decorum as he was himself. The matter did not touch her.
Clear-eyed, clean-minded, she was straight as a string.
"How did it go?" he asked.
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