The Paris Sketch Book of Mr. M. A. Titmarsh; and the Irish Sketch BookThackeray, William Makepeace
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The Paris Sketch Book of Mr. M. A. Titmarsh; and the Irish Sketch Book
Thackeray, William Makepeace
Ireland -- Description and travel; Paris (France) -- Description and travel
‘If you were like myself, if the first want of your nature were,
like mine, to know, I would, without hesitation, lay bare to you my
entire thoughts. I would make you drink the cup of truth, which I
myself have filled with so many tears, at the risk of intoxicating
you with the draught. But it is not so, alas! you are made to love
rather than to know, and your heart is stronger than your
intellect. You are attached to Catholicism--I believe so, at
least--by bonds of sentiment which you could not break without
pain, and which if you were to break, the truth which I could lay
bare to you in return would not repay you for what you had
sacrificed. Instead of exalting, it would crush you, very likely.
It is a food too strong for ordinary men, and which, when it does
not revivify, smothers. I will not, then, reveal to you this
doctrine, which is the triumph of my life, and the consolation of
my last days; because it might, perhaps, be for you only a cause of
mourning and despair.... Of all the works which my long studies
have produced, there is one alone which I have not given to the
flames; for it alone is complete. In that you will find me entire,
and there LIES THE TRUTH. And, as the sage has said you must not
bury your treasures in a well, I will not confide mine to the
brutal stupidity of these monks. But as this volume should only
pass into hands worthy to touch it, and be laid open for eyes that
are capable of comprehending its mysteries, I shall exact from the
reader one condition, which, at the same time, shall be a proof: I
shall carry it with me to the tomb, in order that he who one day
shall read it, may have courage enough to brave the vain terrors of
the grave, in searching for it amid the dust of my sepulchre. As
soon as I am dead, therefore, place this writing on my breast....
Ah! when the time comes for reading it, I think my withered heart
will spring up again, as the frozen grass at the return of the sun,
and that, from the midst of its infinite transformations, my spirit
will enter into immediate communication with thine!’
* * * * *
Does not the reader long to be at this precious manuscript, which
contains THE TRUTH; and ought he not to be very much obliged to Mrs.
Sand for being so good as to print it for him? We leave all the story
aside: how Fulgentius had not the spirit to read the manuscript, but
left the secret to Alexis; how Alexis, a stern, old, philosophical,
unbelieving monk as ever was, tried in vain to lift the gravestone, but
was taken with fever, and obliged to forgo the discovery; and how,
finally, Angel, his disciple, a youth amiable and innocent as his name,
was the destined person who brought the long-buried treasure to light.
Trembling and delighted, the pair read this tremendous MANUSCRIPT OF
SPIRIDION.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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