The Paris Sketch Book of Mr. M. A. Titmarsh; and the Irish Sketch BookThackeray, William Makepeace
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The Paris Sketch Book of Mr. M. A. Titmarsh; and the Irish Sketch Book
Thackeray, William Makepeace
Ireland -- Description and travel; Paris (France) -- Description and travel
Will it be believed, that of all the dull, vague, windy documents that
mortal ever set eyes on, this is the dullest? If this be absolute truth,
_à quoi bon_ search for it, since we have long, long had the jewel in
our possession, or since, at least, it has been held up as such by every
sham philosopher who has had a mind to pass off his wares on the public?
Hear Spiridion:--
‘How much have I wept, how much have I suffered, how much have I
prayed, how much have I laboured, before I understood the cause and
the aim of my passage on this earth! After many incertitudes, after
much remorse, after many scruples, _I have comprehended that I was
a martyr_!--But why my martyrdom? said I; what crime did I commit
before I was born, thus to be condemned to labour and groaning,
from the hour when I first saw the day up to that when I am about
to enter into the night of the tomb?
‘At last, by dint of imploring God--by dint of inquiry into the
history of man, a ray of the truth has descended on my brow, and
the shadows of the past have melted from before my eyes. I have
lifted a corner of the curtain: I have seen enough to know that my
life, like that of the rest of the human race, has been a series of
necessary errors, yet, to speak more correctly, of incomplete
truths, conducting, more or less slowly and directly, to absolute
truth and ideal perfection. But when will they rise on the face of
the earth--when will they issue from the bosom of the
Divinity--those generations who shall salute the august countenance
of Truth, and proclaim the reign of the ideal on earth? I see well
how humanity marches, but I neither can see its cradle nor its
apotheosis. Man seems to me a transitory race, between the beast
and the angel; but I know not how many centuries have been
required, that he might pass from the _state of brute to the state
of man_, and _I cannot tell how many ages are necessary that he may
pass from the state of man to the state of angel_!
‘Yet I hope, and I feel within me, at the approach of death, that
which warns me that great destinies await humanity. In this life
all is over for me. Much have I striven to advance but little: I
have laboured without ceasing, and have done almost nothing. Yet,
after pains immeasurable, I die content, for I know that I have
done all I could, and am sure that the little I have done will not
be lost.
‘What, then, have I done? this wilt thou demand of me, man of a
future age, who will seek for truth in the testaments of the past.
Thou who wilt be no more Catholic--no more Christian, thou wilt ask
of the poor monk, lying in the dust, an account of his life and
death. Thou wouldst know wherefore were his vows, why his
austerities, his labours, his retreat, his prayers?
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