The Parisians — Volume 06Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Parisians — Volume 06
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century; Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
seemed but one alternative to that of abandoning her altogether,--namely,
to make her my wife, to conclude the studies necessary to obtain my
diploma, and purchase some partnership in a small country practice with
the scanty surplus that might be left of my capital. I placed this
option before Louise timidly, for I could not bear the thought of forcing
her inclinations. She seemed much moved by what she called my
generosity: she consented; we were married. I was, as you may conceive,
wholly ignorant of French law. We were married according to the English
ceremony and the Protestant ritual. Shortly after our marriage we all
three returned to Paris, taking an apartment in a quarter remote from
that in which we had before lodged, in order to avoid any, harassment to
which such small creditors as Duval had left behind him might subject us.
I resumed my studies with redoubled energy, and Louise was necessarily
left much alone with her poor father in the daytime. The defects in her
character became more and more visible. She reproached me for the
solitude to which I condemned her; our poverty galled her; she had no
kind greeting for me when I returned at evening, wearied out. Before
marriage she had not loved me; after marriage, alas! I fear she hated.
We had been returned to Paris some months when poor Duval died; he had
never recovered his faculties, nor had we ever learned from whom his
pension had been received. Very soon after her father's death I observed
a singular change in the humour and manner of Louise. She was no longer
peevish, irascible, reproachful; but taciturn and thoughtful. She seemed
to me under the influence of some suppressed excitement, her cheeks
flushed and her eye abstracted. At length, one evening when I returned
I found her gone. She did not come back that night nor the next day.
It was impossible for me to conjecture what had become of her. She had
no friends, so far as I knew; no one had visited at our squalid
apartment. The poor house in which we lodged had no concierge whom I
could question; but the ground-floor was occupied by a small
tobacconist's shop, and the woman at the counter told me that for some
days before my wife's disappearance, she had observed her pass the shop-
window in going out in the afternoon and returning towards the evening.
Two terrible conjectures beset me either in her walk she had met some
admirer, with whom she had fled; or, unable to bear the companionship and
poverty of a union which she had begun to loathe, she had gone forth to
drown herself in the Seine. On the third day from her flight I received
the letter I enclose. Possibly the handwriting may serve you as a guide
in the mission I intrust to you.
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