Americans -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
'You don't understand,' said the lad, smiling with closed eyes, 'or you
wouldn't say that. I said before that it means a lot, when a man's
down, to be able to see a little light ahead. . . . I can see that now
again. . . . It doesn't matter what I've been or done--I can go out
there now, and die like a gentleman. War gives us poor devils that
chance. . . . You know what I mean. My life has been no damned use to
any one, Selwyn, but they won't care about that in France. To die in
the trenches--that's my last chance to do something . . . to do
something that counts.'
Selwyn leaned over and patted the lad on his shoulder. 'Dick,' he
said, 'wait until the morning, and all these fancies will clear from
your mind. We'll discuss everything then together.'
The musing smile lingered again about the boy's lips.
'You're tired out, old man,' went on the American. 'I shouldn't have
waked you. Good-night.'
The other stopped him from rising by catching his arm with his hand.
'Do you mind,' said Dick, his eyes opening wide, 'just staying here
until I go to sleep? . . . There are all sorts of wild things going
through my head to-night . . . waves pounding, pounding, pounding. It
never stops, Selwyn. . . . And I seem to hear shouts a long way
off--like smugglers landing their stuff in the dark. I'm an awful
idiot to talk like this, old boy, but I've lost my courage a bit.'
And so for nearly half-an-hour the American remained watching by the
lad as sleep hovered about and gradually settled on him.
As Selwyn quietly stole from the room the City's clocks were striking
three.
II.
It was after nine o'clock when Selwyn woke from a deep, refreshing
sleep. Hurrying into the other room, he found no sign of his guests.
'When did these gentlemen leave?' he asked of his servant, who had
answered his ring.
'It must have been about six o'clock, sir. I heard the door open and
shut then.'
'Why didn't you call me?'
'I wasn't wanting to disturb you, sir. It's the first good sleep
you've had for a long time.'
It was true. The sinking of himself into the personality of another
man had released the fetters of his intensive egotism. For a whole
night he had forgotten, or at least neglected, his world-mission in
simple solicitude for one who had fallen by the wayside.
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