Americans -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
'Yes. At any rate, she and I fell in love with each other. I know
it's all damned sordid, but we were both outcasts, and, as that chap
said to-night, it's the people who have failed who lie closest to life.
Once more a woman believed in me, and I believed in a woman. We
planned to get married. We were going away under another name, to make
a new world for ourselves. For weeks I never touched a drop, and it
seemed at last that I could see--just a little light ahead. You don't
know what that means, Selwyn, when a man is absolutely down.'
The smile had died out in the speaker's face and given way to a cold,
gray mist of pain.
'Moorewell heard about it,' went on Durwent, 'and though the blackguard
had discarded her, he grew jealous, and began his devilry again. She
did not tell me, but I know for a long time she was as true to me as I
was to her. Then they went to Paris--I believe he promised to marry
her there. A week later I got a letter from her, begging forgiveness.
He had left her, she said, and she was going away where I should never
find her again. My first impulse was to follow her--and then I started
to drink. God! what nights those were! I waited my time. I watched
Moorewell until one night I knew he was alone. I forced an entrance,
and caught him in his library. . . . As I said before, I was drunk;
and that's what saved his life. I thought at the time he was dead; and
having no money, I caught a late train, and hid all night and next day
in the woods at Roselawn. Three times I saw Elise, but she was never
alone; but that night I called her with a cry of the night-jar which
she had taught me. She came out, and I told her as much as I could;
and with her necklace I raised some money and got away.'
Again the murmured words came to a close. Selwyn searched his mind for
some comment to make, but none would come. He could not offer sympathy
or condolence--Durwent wasn't seeking that. It was impossible to
condemn, or to suggest a new start in life, because the young fellow
was not trying to justify his actions. Yet it seemed such a tragedy to
look helplessly on without one effort to change the floating course of
the driftwood.
'Durwent,' he said haltingly, 'it's not too late for you to start over
again. If you will go to America, I have friends there who would give
you every opening and'----
'You're an awfully decent chap,' said Durwent, once more touching
Selwyn's hand with his; 'but I shall not come back from the war. I
felt _that_ the moment I stepped on shore yesterday. I felt it again
when that fellow spoke to me in the tavern. It may come soon, or it
may be a long time, but this is the end.'
'No, no,' said Selwyn earnestly; 'all that's the effect of your chill.
It has left you depressed.'
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