Americans -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
'My dear girl,' he said slowly, 'it is an old trick of women to talk for
the purpose of convincing themselves. I don't care what you have
seen--you could not have passed through the ordeal of these long months
and believe in your innermost soul that either men or women are rotten.
In many ways I feel as if what little knowledge I possess dates from last
night; and I have learned things about men right here in this ward to-day
that have made me humble. These chaps that we call ignorant, the lower
classes--why, they are superb, wonderful. I tell you they have greatness
in them. I wish you could have seen them'----
'Haven't I seen them,' she cried, with a little catch in her throat,
'hundreds and hundreds of times? Almost every day, and at all hours of
the night, I've gone to meet the Red Cross trains. I have seen men die
while being lifted out of the ambulance--men who would try to smile their
thanks to us just before the end came. I have'---- She caught her hands
in a tight grip, and her eyes welled with tears. 'But they're just
jingoes, I suppose,' she said, blending a scornfulness with her repressed
grief.
'I have deserved this,' said Selwyn, his face drawn. 'Nothing that you
can say is half so bitter as my thoughts.'
'I didn't mean to hurt you,' she said.
'If ever a man was sincere, I was, Elise. Since I left you at Roselawn I
have followed the one path, thinking there was a great light ahead. Now
I am afraid that, perhaps, it was only a mirage.'
'No, it wasn't,' she replied vehemently. 'I hated you for thinking
English women would not aid their men to fight, and I wanted never to see
you again. But do you remember when I said that the glory of war was in
women's blood? There was a certain amount of truth in it at the
beginning; for when I first saw the wounded arrive I was madly excited.
I wanted to shout and cheer. But as the months have gone on, and I have
seen our soldiers maimed and bleeding and suffering, while thousands of
their women at home have simply broken loose and lost all sense of
decency or self-respect--oh, what's the use?'
'But you mustn't forget the women who have done such great things for the
country.'
'I know--but what's it all for? Since this battle of the Somme our
casualties have been frightful, and every day means so many of our real
men killed, and so many more shirkers and rotters in proportion to carry
on the life of England. We've had our women's revolution all right.
There are not many of the old barriers left; but what a mess we have made
of our freedom! When I think of all that, and then recall what you said
about war, I know that you were right, and we were wrong.'
'You are wonderfully brave,' said Selwyn, 'not only for having done so
much, but in telling me that.'
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