Americans -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
Van Derwater had just passed thirty, but the premature thinness of his
hair in front, the listless droop of his heavy shoulders, and the
bluish pallor about his firm jaw contrived to make him appear older
than he was. There was a kindliness in the wrinkles about his eyes,
and his mouth, though solid, was not lacking in indications of
intuitive understanding. It was perhaps the formality of his bearing,
the stiffness of his body from the hips, that gave him the air of one
who belonged by right to a past and more ceremonious age.
Although Van Derwater encouraged his guest, after the exchange of
greetings, to talk of his voyage and its attendant experiences, Selwyn
was aware that he was placing a cold impersonal wall between them. His
old friend was interested, courteous, intellectually even cordial, but
Selwyn knew he was being kept at a distance. He forced the talk to old
intimacies--recalled the game when, together, they had crossed Yale's
line in the closing moments of the great Rugby match--brought back a
host of joint experiences, trivial in themselves, but hallowed by time.
Van Derwater remembered them all. For each one he had the slight smile
of his mouth and the quizzical weariness of his eyes; but when the
conversation would droop after each outburst of reminiscence, he would
not make the least attempt to lift it up again. Finally, being
convinced that nothing could come of so bloodless a meeting, Selwyn
dropped the impersonal mask.
'I was mighty sorry,' he said, 'to hear that you and Marjory have
broken off your engagement.'
'It was her wish: not mine.' Van Derwater's voice was deep and rich,
but almost monotonous in its lack of inflection.
'I was talking to Forbes to-day,' went on Selwyn tenaciously. 'He had
been to see Marjory.'
'Yes?'
'Marjory told him that you didn't care enough for her to go overseas.
I should think she would realise that such a matter concerns you only.'
'Not a bit of it.' For the first time the other's manner showed signs
of vitality. 'It means everything to her. She wants to feel that the
man she marries is big enough to go and help France. I admire her for
it. I wish there were more women with her character.'
Selwyn shifted his chair uneasily. 'But--I don't understand,' he
stammered. 'You told her you wouldn't go.'
'Well, what of it?'
'Look here, Van,' said Selwyn vehemently; 'we have been friends for
many years. I came to you to-night because my whole career is at a
standstill. I want to tell you everything--I must do it--but I can't
as long as you withhold your confidence. It isn't curiosity on my
part--you know that. I want to bring back the old sense of
understanding we once had.'
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