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After dinner they all returned to the drawing-room, where inferior
coffee was distributed round in absurdly diminutive cups, Potter
attitudinising over it like a high-priest performing the rites of some
sinister religious ceremony. Clare and Helen sat together on one of the
settees, discoursing inaudibly and apparently in private; the Head
commenced an anecdote that was suggested by Speed's glance at a
photograph on the mantelpiece, a photograph of a coloured man attired in
loose-fitting cotton draperies. "My servant when I was in India," the
Head had informed Speed. "An excellent fellow--most--um, yes--faithful
and reliable. One of the earliest of my converts. I well remember the
first morning after I had engaged him to look after me he woke me up
with the words 'Chota Hazra, sahib'--"
Speed feigning interest, managed to keep his eyes intermittently on the
two girls. He wondered if they were discussing him.
"I said--'I can't--um--see Mr. Chota Hazra this time in the morning.'"
Speed nodded with a show of intelligence, and then, to be on the safe
side if the joke had been reached, gave a slight titter.
"Of course," said the Head, after a pause, "it was all my imperfect
knowledge of Hindostanee. 'Chota hazra' means--um, yes--breakfast!"
Speed laughed loudly. He had the feeling after he had laughed that he
had laughed too loudly, for everything seemed so achingly silent after
the echoes had died away, silent except for the eternal hiss of the gas
in the chandeliers. It was as if his laughter had startled something; he
could hear, in his imagination, the faint fluttering of wings as if
something had flown away. A curious buzzing came into his head; he
thought perhaps it might be due to the mediocre Burgundy that he had
drunk with his dinner. Then for one strange unforgettable second he saw
Helen's sky-blue eyes focussed full upon him and it was in them that he
read a look of half-frightened wonderment that sent the blood tingling
in his veins.
He said, with a supreme inward feeling of recklessness: "I would love to
hear Miss Ervine play Mendelssohn."
He half expected a dreadful silence to supervene and everybody to stare
at him as the author of some frightful conversational _faux pas_; he had
the feeling of having done something deliberately and provocatively
unconventional. He saw the girl's eyes glance away from him and the
blush rekindle her cheeks in an instant. It seemed to him also that she
clung closer to Clare and that Clare smiled a little, as a mother to a
shy child.
Of course it was all a part of his acute sensitiveness; his remark was
taken to be more than a touch of polite gallantry. Mrs. Ervine said:
"Helen's very nervous," and the Head, rolling his head from side to side
in an ecstasy of anticipation, said: "Ah yes, most certainly. Delightful
that will be--um, yes--most delightful. Helen, you must not disappoint
Mr. Speed on his first night at Millstead."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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