England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
"Nonsense, my lad. Port won' make you drunk. Dam' good port, isn'
it? ... Wouldn' make you drunk, though.... Don' talk dam' nonsense
to me...."
He was slightly drunk himself.
III
That interview with his father had a disturbing effect upon Speed. He
had expected a row in which his father would endeavour to tyrannise over
him, instead of which Sir Charles, if there had been any argument at
all, had certainly got the better of it. In a sort of way it did seem
rather unfair to have married without letting his parents know a word
about it beforehand. But, of course, there had been good reasons. First,
the housemastership. He couldn't have been given Lavery's unless he had
married. Ervine had stressed very strongly the desirability of married
housemasters. And it had therefore been necessary to do everything
rather hurriedly in order to be able to begin at Lavery's in the
September.
It was when he reflected that, but for his father's intervention, he
would probably never have been offered Lavery's that he felt the keenest
feeling of unrest. The more he thought about it the more manifestly
certain incidents in the past became explainable to him. The hostility
of the Common-Room for instance. Did they guess the sort of
"wire-pulling" that had been going on? Probably they did not know
anything definitely, but wasn't it likely that they would conclude that
such a startling appointment must have been the result of some ulterior
intrigue? And wasn't it natural that they should be jealous of him?
He hated Ervine because, behind all the man's kindness to him, he saw
now merely the ignoble desire to placate influence. Ervine had done it
all to please his father. It was galling to think that that adulatory
speech on the Prize-Day, which had given him such real and genuine
pleasure, had been dictated merely by a willingness to serve the whim of
an important man. It was galling to think that Lord Portway's smiles and
words of commendation had been similarly motivated. It was galling to
think that, however reticent he was about being the son of Sir Charles
Speed, the relationship seemed fated to project itself into his career
in the most unfortunate and detestable of ways.
Then he thought of Helen. Her motives, of all, were pure and untainted;
she shared neither her father's sycophancy nor his own father's
unscrupulousness. She had married him for no other reason than that she
loved him. And in the midst of the haze of indecent revelations that
seemed to be enveloping him, her love for him and his for her brightened
like stars when the night deepens.
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