England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
And then, slowly and subtly at first, came even the suspicion of her.
Was it possible that she had been the dupe of her father? Was it
possible that Ervine very neatly and cleverly had Sir Charles hoist with
his own petard, making the young housemaster of Lavery's at the same
time his own son-in-law? And if so, had Helen played up to the game? The
thought tortured him evilly. He felt it to be such an ignoble one that
he must never breathe it to Helen, lest it should be utterly untrue. Yet
to keep it to himself was not the best way of getting rid of it. It grew
within him like a cancer; it filled all the unoccupied niches of his
mind; it made him sick with apprehension.
And then, at last, on Christmas Eve he was cruel to her. There had been
a large party at Beachings Over and she had been very shy and nervous
all the evening. And now, after midnight, when they had gone up to their
bedroom, he said, furiously: "What was the matter with you all
to-night?"
She said: "Nothing."
He said: "Funny reason for not speaking a word all the evening. Whatever
must people have thought of you?"
"I don't know. I told you I should be nervous. I can't help it. You
shouldn't have brought me if you hadn't been prepared for it."
"You might have at least said you'd got a headache and gone off to bed."
She said, frightenedly: "Oh, Kenneth, Kenneth, what's the matter--why
are you talking to me like this?"
"I hope I'm not being unfair," he replied, imperturbably.
She flung herself on the bed and began to sob.
He went on unfastening his dress tie and thinking: She married me
because my father has money. She married me because her father told her
to. She schemed to get me. The housemastership was a plant to get me
married to her before I knew whether I really wanted her or not.
He was carefully silent the whole rest of the night, though it was hard
to lie awake and hear her sobbing.
IV
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