England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
He suddenly looked round the room. There was nobody there; the waitress
was away; the two of them were quite alone. He rose out of his chair and
with a second cautious glance round him went over to her and seized her
by the neck with one hand while with the other he felt in her corsage
for the letter. He knew that was where she would have put it. The very
surprise of his movement made it successful. In another moment he had
the letter in his hand. He stood above her, grim and angry, flaunting
the letter high above her head. She made an upward spring for his hand,
and he, startled by her quick retaliation, crumpled the letter into a
heap and flung it into the fire at the side of the room. Then they both
stared at each other in silence.
"So it's come to that," she said, her face very white. She placed her
hand to her breast and said: "By the way, you've hurt me."
He replied: "I'm sorry if I hurt you. I didn't intend to. I simply
wanted to get the letter, that's all."
"All right," she answered. "I'll excuse you for hurting me."
Then the waitress entered with the sweet and their conversation was
abruptly interrupted.
After dinner he went back into the lounge and took up an illustrated
paper. Somehow, he did not feel inclined to try to rewrite the letter to
Clare. And in any case, he could not have remembered more than bits of
it; it would have to be a fresh letter if he wrote at all.
Helen came downstairs to him with hat and coat on ready for outdoors.
"Good-bye," she said, "I'm going."
He said: "Hadn't I better take you down to the place? I don't mind a bit
of a walk, you know."
She answered: "Oh, no, don't bother. It's not far. You get on with your
letter-writing."
Then she paused almost at the door of the lounge, and said, coming back
to him suddenly: "Kiss me before I go, Kenneth."
He kissed her. Then she smiled and went out.
An hour later he started another letter to Clare.
"MY DEAR, _dear_ CLARE,--I'm so pleased it has not all come to an end! ...
All those hours we spent together, all the work we have shared, all
our joy and laughter and sympathy together--it could not have counted
for nothing, could it? We dare not have put an end to it; we should fear
being haunted all our lives. We ..."
Then the tired feeling came on him, and he no longer wanted to write,
not even to Clare. He put the hardly-begun letter in his
pocket--carefully, this time--and took up the illustrated paper again.
He half wished he had gone with Helen to the kinema.... A quarter to
ten.... It would soon be time for him to stroll out and meet her.
IV
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