England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
The sky was almost the most sinister thing he ever saw. In the east a
faint deathly pallor hung over the horizon, but the piling clouds from
the west were pushing it over the edge of the world. That faint pallor
dissolved across the sky into the greyness deepening into a western
horizon of pitch black. Here and there this was shot through with
streaks of dull and sombre flame as if each of the hills in that dark
land was a sulky volcano. It was cold, and yet the wind that blew in
from the gloom was strangely oppressive; the grasses bent low as if
weighed down by its passing. Deep in the cleft by Parminters the river
gleamed like a writhing venomous snake, the sky giving it the dull
shimmer of pewter. To descend across those dark meadows to the coils of
the stream seemed somehow an adventure of curious and inscrutable
horror. Speed stood up and looked far into the valley. The whole scene
seemed to him unnatural; the darkness was weird and baffling; the clouds
were the grim harbingers of a thunderstorm. And to him there seemed
momentarily a strangeness in the aspect of everything; something deep
and fearsome, imminent, perhaps, with tragedy. He felt within him a
sombre presaging excitement.
It began to rain, quietly at first, then faster, faster and at last
overwhelmingly. He had brought no mackintosh. He stuffed the essays into
his coat pocket, swung his bicycle off the turf where he had laid it,
and began to run down the hill with it. His aim was to get to the
village and shelter somewhere till the storm was over. Halfway down he
paused to put up his coat-collar, and there, looking across the meadows,
he saw again that girl in the pale-blue dress. He was nearer to her now
and recognised her immediately. She was dressed in a loose-fitting and
rather dilapidated frock which the downpour of rain had already made to
cling to the soft curves of her body; round her throat, tightly twined,
was a striped scarf which Speed, quick to like or to dislike what he
saw, decided was absolutely and garishly ugly. And yet immediately he
felt a swift tightening of his affection for her, for Millstead was like
that, full of stark uglinesses that were beautiful by their intimacy....
She saw him and stopped. Details of her at that moment encumbered his
memory ever afterwards. She was about twenty yards from him and he could
see a most tremendous wrist-watch that she wore--an ordinary pocket
watch clamped on to a strap. And from the outside pocket of her dress
there protruded the chromatic cover of a threepenny novelette. (Had she
read it? Was she going to read it? Did she like it? he wondered
swiftly.) She still carried that bunch of grasses, now rather soiled and
bedraggled, tightly in her hand. He imagined, in the curiously vivid way
that was so easy to him, the damp feel of her palm; the heat and
perspiration of it: somehow this again, a symbol of secret and bodily
intimacy, renewed in him that sudden kindling affection for her.
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