England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
He struggled with the press of feeling for a moment and then said: "Oh,
let's go into Mason's and have a cup of coffee or something. I want to
talk to you."
So they sat for a quarter of an hour at a little green-tiled table in
Mason's highly respectable café. The room was over the shop, and
besides affording from the window a panoramic view of the High Street,
contained a small fire-grate, a framed picture of the interior of
Mason's Hygienic Bakery, and a large ginger-and-white cat with kittens.
Altogether it was a most secluded and comfortable rendezvous.
All the while that they conversed he was but slowly sizing up the
situation and experiencing little alternating wafts of disappointment
and exhilaration. Disappointment, perhaps, that he had not been left the
bewitching task of bringing Helen's mind, along with his own, out of the
clouds and mists of dreams; exhilaration also, because her mind,
womanishly direct, had evidently not needed such guidance.
He talked rhapsodically to Clare; lashed himself, as it were, into a
state of emotional fervour. He seemed eager to anticipate everything
that anybody could possibly say to Helen's disadvantage, and to explain
away the whole; it was as if he were championing Helen against subtle
and inevitable disparagements. Once or twice he seemed to realise this,
and to realise that he was defending where there was no attack, and then
he stopped, looked confused, and waited for Clare to say something.
Clare, as a matter of fact, said very little, and when she spoke Speed
took hardly any notice, except, perhaps, to allow her words to suggest
to him some fresh rhapsodical outbreak. He said, in a sudden outpouring:
"Of course I know she's only a child. That's the wonderful charm of
her--part of the wonderful charm, at any rate. Some people might say she
wasn't clever, but she is _really_, you know. I admit she doesn't show
up very well in company, but that's because she's nervous. I'm nervous
and I don't show up well. She's got an acute little brain, though. You
should hear the things she says sometimes. Simple little things, some
people might think, but really, when you think about them, they're
clever. Of course, she hasn't been educated up to a good many things,
but then, if she had been, she wouldn't have kept her child-like
simplicity, would she?--She's very quick at picking things up, and I'm
lending her heaps of books. It's the most beautiful job in the world,
being teacher to her. I'm rapturously happy about it and so is she. I
could never stand these empty-headed society kind of women who can
jabber superficially in drawing-rooms about every subject under the sun,
and really, you know, haven't got an original idea in their heads. Helen
has the most wonderful and child-like originality, you know. You've
noticed it yourself, I daresay. Haven't you noticed it?--Yes, I'm sure
you must have. And to think that she really does want to marry me!"
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