England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Clare brought him to earth; his dreams crumpled when he was with her;
his emotional outlook sagged, as it were, with the perhaps imagined
pricklings of her shrewdness. He hated her, ever so slightly, because he
felt sometimes between her and himself a subtle and secret hostility, a
hostility in which, because of her cool imperturbability, she had all
the advantage. But when he was not with her his imagination soared and
flamed up higher than ever; it was a fire that Clare's temperament could
only make sulky. Those final weeks of the summer term were glorious
beyond words. He took Clanwell's advice to the extent of not meeting
Helen on the school premises, but hardly a day passed without some
wonderful and secret assignation; the two of them would arrange
afternoon excursions together, picnics, at Parminters, strolls along the
Millstead road at dusk. It was all deeply and inexpressibly lovely. He
told her a great many of his own dreams and ambitions, making her share
them with him; she kindled aptly to his own enthusiasms, readily as a
child might have done. For he was certain that Clare was wrong in that:
Helen was only a child. To marry her seemed a thing of almost unearthly
delicacy; he found himself pitying her sometimes because of the future.
Above all, that she should wish to marry him, that her love should be
capable of such a solemn and ineffable desire, seemed to him nearly a
miracle. "Fragile little thing!" he said to her once, as he kissed
her--"I'm almost afraid of breaking you!"--She answered, in that wistful
childlike voice that was perhaps incongruously sombre in tone: "_Am_ I
fragile?"
Once, towards dusk, they met the Head along the Millstead road. He
raised his hat and passed them, muttering: "Taking an--um--stroll,
Helen--um--beautiful evening--um, yes--good evening, Mr. Speed!"
He wore the air of being marvellously discreet.
III
Conversation at dinner in the Masters' Common-Room turned one evening
upon Harrington. "Old Harrington's pretty bad again," Pritchard had
said. "I heard in the town to-day that he'd had another stroke."
Speed, curiously startled by the utterance of the name, exclaimed "What,
the Harringtons who keep the bookshop?--I didn't know he was ill."
"Been ill ever since I can remember," replied Pritchard, laconically.
Then Speed remembered something that the Head had once told him about
Harrington being a littérateur and and an author of books on ethics.
"I never met him," he said, tentatively, seeking to guide the
conversation into a discussion of the man.
Pritchard, ever ready to follow up a lead given to him, remarked: "You
missed something, then. He was quite a character. Used to teach here
once, you know."
"Really?"
"Used to _try_ to, anyway, when they'd let him. Couldn't keep any sort
of discipline. During his first prep they poured ink down his neck."
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