England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
About a week after the funeral he called at the shop, ostensibly to buy
a book, but really to offer his condolences. He had been meaning to go,
for several days in succession, but a curious dread of an interview with
Clare had operated each time for postponement. Nor could he understand
this dread. He tried to analyse it, to discover behind it any
conceivable reason or motive; but the search was in vain. He was forced
to suppose, vaguely, that the cause of it was that slight but noticeable
temperamental hostility between himself and Clare which always resulted
in a clouding over of his dreams.
It was a chilly day for July; there was no sun, and the gas was actually
lit in the shop when he called. The boy, a smart under-sized youngster,
was there to serve him, but he asked for Miss Harrington. She must have
heard his voice, for she appeared almost straightway, dressed neatly and
soberly in black, and greeted him with a quite brisk: "Good afternoon,
Mr. Speed!"
He shook hands with her gravely and began to stammer: "I should have
called before, Miss Harrington, to offer you my sincerest sympathies,
but--"
She held up her hand in an odd little gesture of reproof and said
interrupting him: "Please don't. If you want a chat come into the back
room. Thomas can attend to the shop."
He accepted her invitation almost mechanically. It was a small room,
full of businesslike litter such as is usual in the back rooms of shops,
but a piano and bookcase gave it a touch of individuality. As she
pointed him to a seat she said: "Don't think me rude, but this is the
place for conversation. The shop is for buying things. You'll know in
future, won't you?"
He nodded somewhat vaguely. He could not determine what exactly was
astounding in her, and yet he realised that the whole effect of her was
somehow astounding. More than ever was he conscious of the subtle
hostility, by no means amounting to unfriendliness, but perhaps
importing into her regard for him a tinge of contempt.
"Do you know," he said, approaching the subject very deliberately, "that
until a very short time ago I knew nothing at all about Mr. Harrington?
You never told me."
"Why should I?" She was on her guard in an instant.
He went on: "You may think me sincere or not as you choose, but I should
like to have met him."
"He had a dislike of being met."
She said that with a touch of almost vicious asperity.
He went on, far less daunted by her rudeness than he would have been if
she had given way to emotion of any kind: "Anyway I have got to know him
as well as I can by reading his books."
"What a way to get to know him!" she exclaimed, contemptuously. She
looked him sternly in the face and said: "Be frank, Mr. Speed, and admit
that you found my father's books the most infantile trash you ever read
in your life!"
"Miss Harrington!" he exclaimed, protesting. She rose, stood over him
menacingly, and cried: "You have your chance to be frank, mind!"
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