The path of honor: A tale of the war in the BocageStevenson, Burton Egbert
History
The path of honor: A tale of the war in the Bocage
Stevenson, Burton Egbert
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Love stories
“But consider, my friend;” and she leaned forward in her earnestness
until she almost touched me, until the sweet glow of her body
penetrated to me. “You have known me only a few hours. I am the first
woman you have met on riding forth into the world. You mistake a goose
for a swan. I assure you that there are many women beside whom you
would not give me a second glance. Indeed, it is very possible that
your betrothed may be one of them. So you will soon recover from this
madness; in a day or two it will have quite passed away. The path of
honor leads you to Poitiers and there you will find happiness as well.
In time you will come to wonder at this night’s emotion, and to laugh
at it. You will look back and you will say to yourself, ‘What a fool I
was!’”
“It is true,” I said slowly, “that I may be a fool in desiring what
I can never hope to possess; but at least, mademoiselle, do me the
justice to believe that I shall never cease to desire it. I do not know
how to tell you, for I have no skill in the phrases of love. I only
know that you have touched in me a chord which will never cease to beat
until the heart itself is still. It is not your beauty, though you are
very beautiful; it is not the tone of your voice, though that is very
sweet; it is not your smile, though that drives me to madness. It is
something beyond and behind all that; it is something which for want of
a better name I call your soul--that which looks out of your eyes so
clear and pure that I tremble before it, knowing my own unworthiness.
It is your soul that I love, mademoiselle, and no lapse of time, no
chance of fortune--nothing in earth or heaven--can alter that love one
atom.”
I have heard that love gives eyes to the blind, ears to the deaf, a
tongue to the dumb. I know that at that moment, as my heart burned
within me and the words rushed unbidden to my lips, the world appeared
a small and trivial thing, with nothing worthy in it save me and this
woman and the love I had for her. I have no words to describe the
emotion which shook me, the passion which flowed in my veins and took
possession of my being. It was as if a sudden miracle had been wrought
in me, a sublimation of everything unworthy; it was as though I had
climbed a mountain peak and come out under the clear stars, in the
thin pure air, with nothing between myself and God. I have never again
reached a height quite so sublime, or experienced a bliss quite so
poignant.
I was too blinded for the moment by my own emotion to see my companion
clearly; only her starry eyes I saw, and her parted lips, and her
clasped hands. Then she drew away from me and seemed to shake herself
as though awaking from a dream; and a cold breath blew upon me, and I,
too, awoke. The spell was broken, the vision ended, the glorious moment
gone.
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