London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Nobody. But I thought you were at first—with Mrs. What’s-her-name, who
should have been here. But you can’t be, or not badly, or you would not
have talked ‘shop’ so enthusiastically.”
“That’s no proof. I don’t think I could ever love a woman as much as I
do my work. I can’t believe that, if ever I had to choose between my
work and a woman, I should choose the woman.”
“Touch wood, old chap, touch wood; though even that powerful magic won’t
make you safe. Just wait till ‘she’ comes along, and then, Lord preserve
you! You—I can see you just mad for a woman.”
“You’re wrong. No woman I’ve ever seen has made me forget myself.”
“No woman—yet. That doesn’t insure the future.”
“No; but I haven’t any fears.”
“That’s what I used to say, once upon a time.”
“And——?”
“I’ve grown older and wiser. But that’s a story too stupid and too
common to be worth telling. You—you’re capable of sacrificing
everything for a woman, for _the_ woman; and, after all, it’s the only
thing worth making sacrifices for. Venus is the only goddess worth
worshipers.”
“You romantic old cynic!”
“Cynic! I wonder how that ever came to be a term of reproach? A cynic’s
simply a man who has learned that impulses should be restrained by
reason. Most men find that wisdom when their impulses have ceased to be
temptations. Good Lord! George, I came up here to lounge, and you
mislead me into talking art and philosophy. The least compensation you
can offer me is—lunch. I’m hungry.”
Mortimer went off after luncheon, and Maddison was once more free to
study the problem that faced him. Mortimer’s belief that he could ever
be induced to throw all else aside for the love of a woman had amused
him and instilled into him a spirit of dare-deviltry, of intense desire
to make hot love to Marian, for whom his longing grew keener and
keener—just to prove that he could play with fire without burning his
fingers.
Wonder at her not coming to him was now being supplanted by anxiety lest
some accident should have befallen her.
If he walked down to Kennington he would not be there until after three
o’clock, not too early an hour for a call in so unfashionable a
neighborhood.
He walked slowly, surprised at the keenness of the anxiety he was now
enduring. Had Marian, already, after two brief meetings, become so much
to him that the fear of any hurt having come to her filled him with
rage? How clearly he conjured up his last sight of her, as she stood
back to the fire, whose light glinted through her hair. How graceful and
gracious she had looked. Yes, he feared love unfulfilled, not love
unrequited.
The gate creaked dismally as he pushed it open. He walked quickly up the
gravel path, looking sharply up at the parlor window, through which in
the dusk he could see the firelight dancing on the ceiling.
“Mrs. Squire was not in. Would he wait?” said the little maid.
Curiously the chance that she might not be in had not occurred to him,
and he drew his breath sharply at the news.
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