London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
More than once he had spoken to her almost sternly of her idleness and
unwillingness to assist him. Was it not possible in this connection to
bring about some breach between them? In some indefinite way she felt a
desire to quarrel with him. At this very time he was constantly urging
her to join the small band of women who, under his guidance, were
laboring to bring something of decency and comfort into the lives of the
wretched dwellers in some notorious slum property in the parish. She
steadfastly refused. It was not work which she could or would do.
When this thought came to her, she was engaged upon some accounts, which
he had asked her to have complete for an important meeting in the
evening.
She closed the books almost untouched, feeling fairly confident that
this remissness would lead to remonstrance on his part, which she could
make an excuse for defiance.
Coming home late in the afternoon, Squire found her, as often he had
done of late, sitting idly in the dusk by the window, looking out at the
dreary prospect. The fire had sunk low, and the glowing coals shed but a
dim light over the room.
He was tired, physically and mentally, and a stir of anger came to him
to find her sitting there thus, knowing that she knew that he considered
this idleness wrong.
He sat down heavily in the worn armchair, and began to unlace his boots;
his feet would be rested by an hour or so of slippers.
“I’m very tired,” he said; but she made no answer.
“How have you got on with the accounts?” he asked after a pause. “I
suppose they were all right?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t touched them.”
“Not touched them!” he exclaimed, aghast, and turning sharply to her.
“Not touched them! You—knew they must be ready for to-night!”
“Yes, I knew.”
She stood up, let the blinds down, pulled to the curtains viciously, and
then went over to the chimney-piece for the matches. She struck a light
and turned up the gas, which blazed up into a shrieking flame, and, in
turning it low, she turned it out. She lit the gas again, and then stood
leaning against the table, watching his face of amazement.
“I don’t understand,” he said, looking at her with puzzled eyes. “You
knew they must be done, and you haven’t touched them? You’re not ill?”
“No, quite well. It’s just this, Edward, this life is killing me; you
must change it. I’ve done my best to stand it, but I can’t go on with it
any longer.”
“Change it—change it! How can we change it, even if it was right to?”
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