London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The third of the trio—Alice Lane? Mortimer tried to set aside his
innate distaste for her and his suspicion that she despised him as a
trifler, endeavoring to judge her justly. He had watched her closely,
and had discovered that she in turn was closely watching West and his
wife. She was obviously on intimate terms with Philip and apparently was
entirely trusted by Agatha, but Mortimer had learned to mistrust the
continued harmony of such a trio. A wrong note was sure to be sounded
sooner or later. If Agatha failed or palled upon him, West would
certainly turn to some other woman. If he held out his hand to Alice
Lane, would she take it? Mortimer thought not, for he recognized that
there was a great deal that was noble in her. But, then, she might hold
that it was a noble part to help, in defiance of the world’s opinion,
the man she loved. That she did love West he had so far seen no cause to
believe, but he fancied that more than once when Agatha and her husband
had indulged in open display of their affection she had shrunk back with
some stronger emotion than mere distaste.
To Mortimer this openly displayed fondness was amusing and even
grateful; it pleased him to meet a couple in their position whose
refinement had not blunted their impulses. He felt himself old beside
them, sighing as he thought that such innocuous sweets were insipid to
him.
With that sigh he closed his eyes and fell asleep, leaving the future to
expound itself.
Billiards and conversation helped the Sunday hours to pass rapidly,
until at length Mortimer found himself late at night sitting alone with
West.
“One more cigar and one more whisky,” said the latter, suiting the
action to the word.
“Oh, yes, I know what that means. I grant you’ll probably be content
with the one drink—but—several cigars. How do you manage it?”
“Manage what?”
“To burn the candle at both ends without burning out?”
“I don’t do it. I’ve several candles and I burn each at one end only.
Work all day and rest down here.”
“Rest! You’d go mad if you ever tried to do it. You’re always at
something, and as for sleep, it doesn’t seem to matter how little you
have of it. You eat and drink everything you shouldn’t——”
“But I don’t worry. That’s my secret. I never let anything or anybody
worry me. I sacked one of my head men the other day because he was
developing a habit of trying to worry me.”
“Never worry! Lucky devil!”
“I’ve never done so. I’ve just worked straight ahead for what I wanted.
I never stopped to consider whether I was a saint or a sinner, a beauty
or a beast. What’s the good? We _are_ what we _are_, that’s all.
And—I’ll have what I want if I can get it, but I shan’t worry if I
don’t get it—that’s all.”
“Again, lucky man.”
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