London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
A sharp knock at the house door startled but did not interest her, the
caller doubtless being for Edward, and his visitors did not amuse her.
Her conjecture was wrong. The neat little maid servant, who feared her
master and adored his wife, opened the parlor door, stammering out—
“A gentleman wants to know if you’re at home, mum. He wants to see
_you_, mum.”
“Are you sure he wanted to see _me_?”
“Yes, I do, if I may,” said Maddison, appearing in the doorway; “or are
you not ‘at home’?”
“Of course I’m at home; we don’t indulge even in conventional fibs in
Kennington. Do come in; I’m so glad to see you. I didn’t think you’d
really come.”
“Why not?” he asked, shaking hands with her. “Could I resist such a
persuasive description as you gave me? It was so alluring that I walked
the whole way, and, upon my word, I declare you have done the
neighborhood an injustice. I’ve been in worse.”
“Very likely it’s my fault.”
They sat at either side of the fire for some little while silent; he
noting the room, and furtively examining her face as she stared into the
fire. He could see the tears that hovered in the corners of her eyes.
“Your fault?” he said at length. “You look fagged; you want a change.”
“A change!” she exclaimed, laughing hardly.
She stood up, leaned her arm upon the mantelpiece, and looked down at
him.
“A change! You don’t know the irony of what you’ve said, Mr. Maddison. A
change! Do you realize that each day drags along just the same as the
days before have been, and the days after will be? Never a shadow of a
change! And so all the life is being crushed out of me. If I’d only
known; but what’s the good of talking this way, and why on earth should
I trouble you with my worries?”
She was a splendid rebel and Maddison’s pulse stirred with sympathy and
attraction. She looked to him like some fine, wild animal, caged, eating
out her heart for freedom.
“I almost wish I hadn’t met you the other day,” she continued. “I know
that sounds rude; what I mean is, it’s bad enough to be here, but it
makes it worse, ever so much worse, to realize what I’ve not got.”
“I wish I could help you,” he said.
She sat down again and again looked into the fire, which she stirred
into a roaring blaze.
“It would have been better had I stopped on in the country; I was only
half alive there. I just vegetated. Edward, my husband, had what he
thought was a ‘call’ to come up and work among the poor in London, so he
brought me here. I wonder do you know the kind of man he is?”
“I can guess.”
“He’s good, because he never has any temptation to be anything else.
He’s content, and works, eats, drinks, sleeps; he tries to be kind and
sympathetic, and—nearly drives me mad. Don’t you think it strange,” she
asked, looking at him eagerly, “that I should be talking to you like
this? I must—must talk to some one.”
“I’m glad you look on me as a friend. I wish I could help you.”
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