London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The words sprang to her lips in such haste that she could not stay them.
She repented them bitterly, for she realized at once that they might
lead to disaster for Agatha, who might refuse to ask her again to visit
her; who might, rendered brave by jealousy, oppose her husband’s wish,
who might, in a moment of anger, give her reason for so doing, thereby
perhaps making an inevitable breach in her married happiness. But the
words being said, any attempt to withdraw them might stimulate dangerous
questioning on his part.
“When Aggy asks you!” he answered, throwing his head up and laughing
gayly. “Well, you may as well not go away at all, then. Does she know
you’re going to-morrow?”
“I told her yesterday.”
“Funny she didn’t tell me. What did _she_ say?”
“Asked me to stay.”
“There you are!”
She bit her lip and looked away from him, but he could see the
expression of trouble that was upon her face, and felt compunction at
having so over-eagerly pressed her.
“What an obstinate tease I am!” he said. “When I can’t have my own way,
I’ve a beastly habit of plugging away till I get it, quite forgetting
what it may cost the other chap to give it. What a clumsy boor you must
think me; I deserve to be kicked. I ought to know well enough that you
always have a real reason for what you do.”
She dared not reply, for fear her voice would betray her.
When they reached the hotel he went up to his wife’s room, hoping to
find her physically better, and less querulous for her rest. She was
lying on the bed, covered with a thick eider-down quilt, and turned
slowly to look at him as he came in tiptoe.
“I was just going to sleep, and now you’ve roused me up,” she
complained, and turned away again.
“I’m so sorry, dearie; it was clumsy of me,” he said, going round the
bed, and sitting down on the side. He took her hand, which she let lie
passively in his.
“Don’t feel any better?” he asked.
“My head’s not aching so much, at least not quite.”
“That’s fine. ‘Once on the mend, soon at an end.’”
“Where did you walk?”
“Just along the front with Alice, nearly to Hove. The wind’s jolly
cold.”
“Jolly? It’s horrid; Brighton’s horrid: too cold to go out, and the
hotel is so stuffy.”
“Is it? I hadn’t noticed it. But I do wish you would go out more. You
know what the doctor said—lots of fresh air.”
“But he didn’t tell me to go out when it was so cold it gave me
neuralgia all over my head.”
“Let me ring and we’ll have tea up here. It’ll cheer you up.”
“I do wish you wouldn’t always treat me like a child!” she said
pettishly; “so long as you give me pretty things or feed me with sweets
you think I’m happy.”
“Aren’t you happy, dear?”
“No, I’m not!” she answered sharply.
“Not?” he repeated, as he stood up and started to walk about the room.
“I thought you were, dear. What can I do? I’ve always tried my best to
give you what you wanted.”
“Please don’t walk about like that, you don’t know what a headache is.
You—don’t understand things.”
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