He had liked Ashton, had been his constant companion for months, but
he had never suspected him of being capable of this.
He supposed he ought to be ashamed of having opened the letter, but he
was not ashamed; he was glad that he had been able to spare the girl
this last and hardest blow of all--the knowledge that the man whom she
loved and trusted was unworthy.
Presently he picked the letter up from the rug. He picked it up with
the tips of his fingers, as if it were something repulsive to him, and
threw it down on the table.
The first few words stared up at him as it lay there.
"DEAR LALLIE,--By the time you get this letter I shall be out of
England, and I hope you won't make things worse for me than they
already are by trying to find out where I have gone or by writing
to my people and making a scene. The worst of these little
flirtations is that they always have to end, as this must, and you
must have known it."...
Micky drew in his breath hard; not an hour ago in this very room
Ashton had made out how cut-up he was at the turn his affairs had
taken, and yet all the time he had written this letter.
He flicked over a page and read on:--
"... I shall never forget you and the good times we've had
together. I should try and get back at Eldred's, if I were you.
It's a good thing we didn't get married as matters have turned
out, or the fat would have been in the fire with a vengeance. As
it is, I shall have all my work cut out to put the mater in a good
temper again. I am sending you some money by Mickey Mellowes; he's
a friend of mine and as rich as Croesus, and as selfish as the
devil. If he offers to take you out, let him, by all means. It
wouldn't be a bad thing if he took a fancy to you; he doesn't care
a hang for any one but himself. If only I'd got half his money ...
but what's the use of talking about it? Anyway, this is good-bye;
I shan't write again. Be a sensible girl, and try to see things
from my point of view. It would only have meant ruin for both of
us if I'd stuck to you. Good-bye; I send you my love for the last
time.
RAYMOND ASHTON."
And this from the man whom she loved; the man who had pretended to
love her!
Micky dragged forward a chair with his foot and sat down straddlewise.
He leaned an elbow on the chair-back and ran his fingers through his
hair with a sort of bewilderment.
"He's as rich as Croesus and as selfish as the devil...."
And this from Ashton, his friend--the man whom he had helped out of
scrapes scores of times; the man to whom he had lent money without the
least hope of its ever being returned; Micky felt as if he had a blow
in the face.
His thoughts were in a whirl; the whole world needed readjusting. Was
he selfish? he asked himself in perplexity--if so, it was quite
unconsciously, and anyway Ashton was the last person who should have
made the accusation.
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