Ten minutes ago he had considered himself the most miserable of
mortals because he had been let down over a dinner; he was ashamed of
his temper now as he stood there in the starlight and listened to this
girl's sobbing.
"Look here," he said after a moment, "you'll never feel any better if
you stay out here in the cold. I don't suppose you've had a
respectable meal for hours either--I know what women are. Where do you
live? You'll soon feel better when you get beside a fire and have
something to eat."
"I'm not going home any more," she said.
She spoke quite quietly, but with a sort of despair which there was no
mistaking.
Micky was a rapid thinker. He had clean forgotten his headache. This
was adventure with a capital letter. There was still something of
romance in the world which his jaded palate had not yet tasted.
"I'm sure you're tired," he said gently, "and probably fed-up. So am
I. I was just wondering what in the world to do with myself when I
heard you crying. It made me feel a sort of kinship with you--it did,
upon my word. If I'd been a woman I dare say I should have been
howling like anything. Will you come along with me and let me give you
some supper? I'm hungry too...."
She shrank back from him with a little gesture of fear.
"Oh no--please let me go!..."
She tried to pass him, but Micky barred the way.
"You can't walk about the streets all night," he said determinedly.
"The cat will hate it anyway, even if you don't mind." There was a
hint of laughter in his voice, though he had never felt more serious
in all his life. "And if you don't want me to take pity on you, you
might at least take pity on me ... please don't think I'm a bounder
trying to annoy you or anything like that ... perhaps I want a friend
just as badly as you do...." He stopped, aghast at his own temerity.
"If you do," she said tremulously, "I am more sorry for you than I can
say."
"I'm glad you said that," Micky answered, "because now you'll come
along and have that supper with me. There's a little café quite near
here that I know. If we are both miserable, we can at least be
miserable together."
Something told him that this girl was at the end of her tether; that
she was desperate, and his first casual curiosity concerning her
deepened in the most surprising fashion.
He felt in some inexplicable way that a curtain had been lifted from a
phase of life hitherto hidden from him; as if he were standing on the
threshold of a new world, where women only weep for something real and
tragic, not just butterfly tears of petulance like the women of his
own class.
The girl was silent for a moment; then suddenly she laughed, a hard
little laugh of recklessness.
"Very well," she said. "I suppose I may as well."
Micky was infinitely relieved; somehow he had not really thought that
she would allow him to accompany her.
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