That there are many such is proven by the statistics which the daily
papers afford; and could one play Asmodeus, and look into the secret
lives of all men, the evidence obtainable would in its baldness seem
hideously undesirable. The degrees of sensitiveness, however, and the
ability or inability to support suffering, vary admittedly with the
individual. There are men who rise from an insult refreshed; there are
many to whom an injury is a tonic and pain a stimulant; and there is
even a greater number whose sensibilities are so dull that what is
torture to another is barely a twinge to them.
It was the melancholy privilege of the writer to assist, a short time
since, at an operation performed in a German hospital. A common soldier
had been thrown from a horse with such force that his elbow was
dislocated; in the _Klinik_ he put his uninjured arm around a post, and
then let the surgeon pull on a strap which had been fastened to the
other, until the joint was once more in position. His arm was then
bandaged, and he was told to return in a fortnight. On his second visit
the bandage was removed, and the surgeon, after a violent effort, moved
the stiffened joint backwards and forwards. During both operations,
the only noticeable evidence of pain was a slight contraction of the
upper lip, while the general expression of his face was that of a calm
as stolid as is required of the soldier when in the presence of his
superior. To such an one as he life is no more an affliction than it is
to the turtle.
Then, there are those to whom life is the amusing dream of an hour, who
flit through existence in loops of yellow light, who find pleasure in
all things, and are careless of the morrow; and these, perhaps, above
all others, are the most to be envied. It is such natures as theirs
that are usually met with in ordinary fiction, and which are so
singularly infrequent in real life. In fancy they are evoked with ease,
and yet somehow they do not seem to bear the stamp which experience has
set upon the real. That there are such natures it is, of course, absurd
to deny, but to affirm that they are persistent types is scarcely in
accordance with facts. There are, for instance, many young people who
enter life with a prodigality of supposition which is certainly lavish;
they see that others are smiling, and that life, even to its outskirts,
presents an appearance of pleasing serenity. The supposition which they
foster, that a percentage of happiness will be allotted to them, is
then not unreasonable; on the contrary, it is very natural; but as far
as the expectation goes, we are, most of us, very well aware that it
holds its own but for a short space of time.
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